Emotions

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If you recognise it, it isn't mine.

Cassy P. O. V.

I had gained all their trust. Maybe even Ron's.
Everyone was listening to us.
Suddenly there was a large banging noise and a lot of cursing.
Someone was about to come it.
Everyone stopped and stared. I looked up, irritated that we had been interupted.
I gasped.
"No!" I whispered.
I couldn't believe it. He was there.
Him and Moony were standing in the doorway.
I stood up and backed away.
"This is not real." I said.
Everyone was staring at me, including Sirius.
It broke me, that he didn't recognise me.
"What?" Sev asked.
"Him." I said, looking at Sirius who was looking completely confused.
"What is a Slytherin doing here?" Sirius asked.
I backed against the wall.
"She is a spy for us and you seem to be alarming her." Sev scowled.
"JUST SHUT UP BOTH OF YOU." I yelled at them.
Everyone looked shocked at me.
Sirius made a move forward.
I didn't think.
"Moony get Pad under control." I said.
Everyone gaped at me.
"How the hell do you know their nicknames?" Harry demanded.
"Everyone back away." I said.
The people who had formed a circle around next, stepped backwards.
"LOOK!" I yelled, "I am not Ali Moor! " There I said it.
"No one is going to believe me but I am Carissa Candice Calandra." I said.
"What the girl in the portrait?" Harry asked.
"Look." Sirius growled, "You may be some kind of imposter but you should have chosen a person who we didn't go to school with and who we didn't watch die." He shouted.
I scowled at him.
"She was your girlfriend. You were Padfoot, the dog. James was Prongs, Peter was the Rat and Remus was Moony, the werewolf. You sneaked into the shreaking shack every month and were illegal animagi. Dumbledore did not know." I said, trying to overwhelm him with facts.
"So what, you know stuff!" Sirius shouted.
"Okay. But I need to talk to Remus alone." I said.
"No, I wou-,"
"Would never leave a friend alone." I finished for him.
"It's okay." Lupin said.
Eventually he got everyone out.
I sat down.
Through sobs, I said, "You've got to believe me."
I took off all the charms and looked normal again.
Lupin gasped. "That's not possible." He said.
I shook my head.
"You guessed once. We had to obliviate you because the death eaters wanted me.
"My mother is Fawkes. " I said and then I transformed into my Pheonix form.
When I changed back Remus was gaping at me.
When I was born again, the death eaters knew what I was and where still looking for me. I was raised at Durmstrang boys school. " I told him.
"I believed my life was full, until I read a letter from Uncle Albus." I told him.
He stood up and hugged me.
He had tears streaming from his face.
"The days after you...you," Remus started, "Sirius didn't eat or sleep. He started having nightmares and he would sneak out. We got a portrait painted, Paddy spent hours sitting in front of it." He told me.
"I'm so sorry." I cried into his shoulder.
"Don't be." He whispered. "Should I get them?" He asked.
"Just Sirius." I said.
I watched him walk into the hallway and I heard raised voices.
"She is just an imposter."
"Sirius, you will want to see this." "No."
"Just look."
"Fine."

They cane around the corner and Sirius say me.
"NO." He yelled. "You are dead. We watched you die." He said.
"Yes I died." I said. "But there was something you didn't know about me." I told him. "I am a pheonix child." I sobbed, "I was wanted because of my power, Uncle Albus did not want me telling anyone." I cried.
"Remus knew in our first year, he worked it out, do you never wonder why he was so controlled as a werewolf without you? I was always with him. Until the death eaters started looking, then he had to be obliviated." Tears streamed down my face. "It was why I lived with Uncle Albus, they are still looking for me, so I was sent off to Durmstrang."
Sirius had been stunned into silence.
Then I whispered, "You added me onto the map."
Sirius nodded. He stood up and walked slowly towards me.
I was terrified, he was a fully grown man while I was small.
I thought he was going to hit me, instead he grabbed me and hugged me really hard.
He broke down against me. So did I. He was shaking and I hardly noticed Remus leaving the room.
Sirius sat down and I sat down next to him.
I knew we were no longer lovers, we were best friends, reunited after years.

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