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~~Ava pov~~

I woke up to my alarm going off and my dog barking. Now I have 1 hour to get ready for school. I put on some  skinny jeans, a sweat shirt, and some vans. I don't like to get dressed up like the other girls. I mean like who wants to wake up that early to curl your hair and do make up like no. I go down stairs to eat a bowl a cereal and find a note from my dad. 

                             " get pizza for dinner I'm going to come late tonight love you -dad "

This doesn't surprise me at all. He never comes home it's like I live by myself. I love my dad dearly don't get me wrong but sometimes I wish he would spend time with me. I know I'm a senior and why would you want your dad around but I have always been daddy's little girl. It's just ever since my mom left he hasn't been the same. I think it's best that she left. She used all my dads money for drugs and never worked. She was always in jail and never really cared for me. Your wondering why my dad is like this shouldn't he be happy? He's not because no one ever on my dads side has ever got a divorce and when my grandparents found out about it they wanted nothing to do with my dad. They send me Christmas money because they feel bad. My dad was devastated when his parents told him this. So ever since I was nine it was just me and my dad. He started leaving and sometimes not coming back last year. He says he's out with his friends. I sometes see him in the morning but rarely. He started to feel bad so he got me a German Shepard, jack. 

I drive to school and park in the same spot I park in everyday, right next to my best friends, Emily and Cassidy . We have been best friends ever since 7 th grade. They know everything about me and I know everything about them. 

Cassidy/ hey Ava wanna hang out today

Me/ sure my house?

Cassidy/ sure

My house is usually the hang out spot because there is no one to tell us what to do. And when my dad is there he says we can do whatever. It's surprising how I'm not into drugs and stuff like that because my dad would never know but I saw how my mom was and I don't that path way at all. When she left she would send me letters here and there but I haven't got one of those since freshman year. I text my dad that Cassidy and Emily are coming over and he said it was fine. Your probably wondering why I'm texting him when he's not going be there but I always have I feel like he should know since it's his house. I walk into home room and wait till the end of the day.




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