This is NOT happening (1D FANFIC)

chapter 34

okay... a week after the last chaper was posted. im confused how the most recent chapters have more reads than some of the earlier chapters. stop cheating... it ruins the story.

NOW... I REALLY HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER.... ITS SORT OF A FILLER CHAPTER BUT IT HELPS WITH THE WEEK THEY DONT HAVE IN COLLEGE. ENJOY, VOTE COMMENT (EVEN IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, OR JUST SAY 'ME LIKEY' haha. so yea,enjoy its pretty long too!!! its only in april's POV too.

April's POV

Now I'm actually thinking about why I like each boy, and about who I want to be with, it's really hard, this is easier said than done I can tell you that. I mean, they are all really different. Harry is being flirty, Zayn being caring, and Niall being just amazing. I have many pros and cons for each of them, but some cons are better on some than the others, and ahh, this is driving me mad. I just CAN'T choose!!

Hold on... I have a date with Niall and Zayn still... maybe they will help me out loads. Because if I was just choosing who to be with date-wise, Harry would totally win, I mean with the date on the London Eye was just a dream y'know? I am really looking forwards to seeing what the other two have planned, mainly because if that's what Harry planned, then they must be planning something as special and big to win me.

So, it's Monday lunchtime right now and I am bored. I have been in my room for about 2hours, the noise has died down, which means that security has turned up. I know that because Liam came in about an hour ago and told me that there are security at the front and back of the dorm building, and a couple near our door and the only people allowed in this building are those who are staying in this building. So yeah, I am very bored and I don't really want to talk to the boys right now because I don't want them to ask what I'm thinking about. I haven't spoken to my mum in a while so I texted her and asked if she was free to come on skype, and she said she was on there already chatting to some guy on a dating site. I don't really approve of it because there can be weirdo's, but if it makes her happy, I'm happy.

And with that thought, I logged in.

ME: HEY MUM!! I MISS YOU :'(

MUM: hi hunny, I miss you too. How is it going? Shouldn't you be in class? Don't tell me you're skipping lessons.

ME: no mum, listen. We have been given a week off because there are some problems with me and One Direction.

MUM: I hope you haven't done anything stupid to make them sue us. I mean, you haven't been there long and we cannot afford to be sued!

ME: MUM! STOP! Just listen and I'll explain everything that has happened.

MUM: Okay, I'll listen.

So, I told her everything that has happened, being in the kitchen and almost kissing Harry, Niall being weird with me, hanging out with them, Harry's date, and my soon to be dates, and the decision I have to make by the end of the week. When I said I told her everything, I did mean EVERYTHING!

MUM: Oh April. Do you want to come home? I think the college would understand, you might be able to take a year out and go back next year and start again, and I understand it all, it's you're decision and I will support what you decide.

ME: Mum, as much as I miss you, and with how much I want to run away from my problems, but we both know I should face them. I just kind of needed to talk all of this through with someone who isn't here.

MUM: Since you have been there, you have been more vocal.

ME: It's the effect of staying with One Direction. There isn't a chance of being able to keep quiet; they are so much fun and full of energy. Even on a day stuck in the dorm, when we watch movies and that you can feel the energy radiating off of them.