to me aware mean knowing not just what goes on around you, but inside of you, your fellings, as well. keeping them straight and in order. i know i am not aware of them all the time. they can get jumbled, mashed, or thrown to the side by myself only. my feelings of love get thrown away by feelings of sadness and selfishness. or be covered by fthe feeling of nothing to hide in a shell that I have created. it hides me from all the things that make me sad or depressed. when people ask me if I'm fine, I might not be, but ill say I am anyways. always be aware.
