Letters To Louis (Louis Tomlinson)

dear louis (3)

dear louis,

i saw you on the news.

i tried not to cry.

but it was too hard.

i miss you so much louis.

i wish you could get these letters.

but i highly doubt it.

you seem so happy.

i seem happy as well.

but my smile.

it's all fake.

i don't like to talk to people about my feelings.

because i know they don't care.

today peter and his friends called me ugly.

they drew all over my locker.

there were words like-

fat

ugly

whore

slut

they should know that their words actually hurt.

but i decided to please them.

i haven't eaten in over three days.

i hope they are proud of me.

i hope you are proud of me.

i will finally be beautiful when i look in the mirror.

love,

lily