11.01.26

Chapter 1

I slowly feel the water getting closer towards me. Soon finding its way up my body. The story behind all this is the reason I have decided to write this, why I may never see light again.

It happened a few days ago...

3.04.11
The attack has slowly began to rise violently, more bombs than before, less survivors in the village. Our house has not yet been bombed, yet. I stay snuggled up to my mother, father out fighting.

I have gotten used to getting no sleep, the sound of screams, explosions, houses crumbling to the ground. The darkness of my room is far from lonely, last Christmas my father had bought me some things called earphones that go in your ear and play music. When I'm happy I enjoy the music, but when I'm sad I understand the lyrics.

I no longer go to school, it's too dangerous to walk out in the open. I'm not home schooled either- I'm basically the dumbest girl ever living, but I'm lucky to be alive. I've witness some loses, close loses and I hope to see no more.

Everyday is the same, but that's fine because I have survived any other day - any changes and god knows what could happen.

12:45-3.04.11
Can't sleep. The noises haunt me. Torture me. Destroy me. Piece by piece I'm falling apart, I don't talk to anyone any more not even my own parents.

I barley ever see my father, but I shouldn't complain- because at least I still have my father. People have suffered worse, I really can't complain. But I do anyway.

I soon close my eyes, getting greeted by darkness once more. Dreading any other movement that could change anything.