Random thoughts

Envy

Envy. She is like a disease that gnaws at your mind sending terrible thoughts into your head. Envy comes in the form of a decrepit woman riddled with sickness and anger. Her skin is a sickly green and she wallows in her own self pity. This does not describe her physical appearance in the least though she may be your neighbor or friend but she will always be bitter on the inside and in her own mind. Envy will do everything to bring people down with her even though she is just sinking more and more with the added weight.

Envy also comes in the form of a natural beauty. Someone who everyone envies while she envies all of them. She will be that gorgeous woman sitting in the doctors office waiting for a nose job or breast implant because she wants to look like someone else. Envy will also be the woman who you will see and as you are thinking she's gorgeous think about everything about yourself you hate but others love.

In one way or another we are all envy, some of us are like the first who is so miserable she wants to make everyone believe that they are the same as her and don't deserve what they have or how they look. But the majority of us are the second envy, she's just to blind to see that she should never be envious of anyone because she's perfect. The second Envy often becomes the first I described if no one gets to them in time, if no one love, cares, or cherishes them enough to discourage these thoughts.

There is no cure to envy its in human nature but eventually someone will come along to make you realize you don't need her anymore.