CHANGE

Chapter two

-Yara-

In some part of my brain, probably the logical part that seemed to be missing at the moment, I knew I should get a grip and walk away. Maintain some of my dignity. Instead, I talked rashly "You asshole!"

Logic was definitely not ruling my brain right now. Desperation was. And even though I knew desperation wasn't a good impression, I coudn't help myself.

He sighed; annoyed. Which made me realize things. I'm done. Isn't that how animals kill their prey? They first gather their breath and strength before attacking. But not even this thought made me stop my desperation.

"You're one of those measly individuals I have met; I knew why exactly you were made blind. You don't deserve to see the beauty of the world. You don't have beauty in you" He says in an offensive way and I heard his footsteps walking away. That hurted me. That made my life blank in someway.

I gathered my breath.

Before he could vanish out of the room, I shouted "I'm thankful for being blind because If I weren't, I would have killed you! And I'm also thankful for not seeing your face!"

"I pity you. You don't get to see a handsome face like mine" he says, enough for me to hear.

My mind raced back. Where have I gathered the confidence to speak up like that? But, could he blame me for that?

***

Making life—or—death decisions is easy. Especially, if your life is not worth living for.

Yesterday I chose death. It didn't work out.

Today,after serious reconsideration, I chose life and for me, that meant hell.

"It's weekend Yara, you survived school" Sadie giggled. "I mean, It can't be that bad... can it?"

"It's going to be worse than bad" I groaned and flopped down on her bed. "I may die. I mean it. I may literally die of embarassment"

"You won't die, you may be embarassed, though." She gave a sympathetic giggle.

"I can't believe this is happening to me" I sighed. "Of all times, I had to open my big mouth in there"

"You were happy about going to that school about a weeks ago"

"That's before that butt incident came" I groaned and pulled myself up "I totally had no idea that he was the school's owner son!"

"Well, he got all the power to sue you out of that school" She laughed and I shuddered.

"I should just quit school, in advance." I cried out melodramatically.

"You'll have to go to the school of blind again, if you quit"

"I'll just have to go there, then"

"Yeah, right. You can't bear the boredness" Sadie collapsed into the bed next to me, which have made my heart skip a beat.

"You should have told me if you'll be lying down on the bed! It shocked me!" I complained.

"I'm sorry, alright? You just have to bear school. You should have just stayed at your previous school when all of you were blind and could understand each and everyone" Sadie says and rubbed my shoulder.

"I didn't undergo 3 years of training just to stay at that school" I say.

"Well then, I'm off. I have some work to do. I'll be back" she says and quick footsteps thundered going out the room.

I sighed.

***

I'm waiting outside the mall.