Harry's POV
I don't know what got into me. I mean I know I like him but It was a bad call kissing him. Maybe he isn't even gay what if he thinks of me different now? What if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore? I screwed up but it was impossible for me to resist him I mean he look so cute with his messy hair and tired eye. But if he wasn't gay why did he kiss me back? Or why didn't he push me off? Then again maybe he didn't know what to do and just kissed me back. I feel like a fool now, maybe I should go and apologize. I walked outside and I heard Jay screaming something. I didn't bother knocking so I just decided to climb to Louis' window. When I reached the top I pushed his window up and stuck my head in. I saw Louis crying and running to the bathroom without closing the door behind him and pulling out a razor which made me cry inside and out. Why would he do something like that? How long had he been doing this? And I didn't notice? Before he could even pull up his arm I started talking.
"Don't do it Lou please don't do it" I started to cry
"How did you get in here" He asked me
"Through your window what's wrong? I asked hugging him
"ow ow" He whimpered
"Lou I'm sorry what hurts?'' I asked him
"Harry leave you cant be here my mom will kill the both of us" He said
"It doesn't matter something happened I heard yelling outside your house and I wanted to know what happen-
"Well you look at little harry" Mrs. Tomlinson interrupted me
"Harry I'm so sorry but Louis is infected with a disease that can get to you and really hurt you really bad so please leave and don't ever come back Louis need to be inside at all times" She said to me
"But Mrs. Tomlin-
"HARRY GET OUT YOUR NOT WANTED HERE IF YOU COME IN HERE I SWEAR I WILL CALL THE COPS" She yelled at me
"DONT FUCKING YELL AT HARRY LADY" Louis yelled at his mom
she just slapped him but before I could tell her something she grabbed me and dragged me out of the house and just slammed the door in my face. I just stood there to see if I could hear yelling but nothing I ended up going home. I went to my room and cried a bit. What would Louis be hiding? Why did he cut?? Did he do it because something is bugging him? I ended up searching 'Why people cut' a whole list came up and I just clicked on random reasons why but then I saw 'Depression' I clicked on it and read some things. I came up on another link called 'Abuse and Rape' I clicked on it and read some side effects like Flinching, Lieing, Cutting, Hiding, Quiet, Scared etc. This described Louis Perfectly but he always looked happy around me? Why didn't he tell me? Maybe it isn't true maybe I'm just over looking things.
I turned off my laptop and layed down thinking of Louis and crying together. If Jay does abuse him why doesn't he tell the cops? Or anyone? Does she just abuse Louis or the girls too? It all started to come back to what Lottie told me. That Louis had to tell me things she wasn't aloud to talk about it and disease? What kind why didn't Louis tell me? I have to talk to Lottie but first I had to find a way to get back into that house.
Hello! Its me! Lol another update yay!! Its 11:07 rn and I'm tired af but I updated just for you guys!! I hope you enjoy! If you have any questions message me or dm on Instagram: Cute_baby_niall I always check my dm's!!! Lol well enjoy this and Ill update tomorrow and I must warn you tomorrows chapter will be a sad chapter but after that it will all be happy yay!!!
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Save Me (Larry Stylinson)
FanfictionAU: Louis was depressed. He was suicidal, he never smiled but when he did it was either fake or It didn't last long. At school he would be bullied for being gay and his parents didn't want him they kept secrets from him. Constantly call him names ma...
