Rough

part 4

It was silence in the car besides the music that was playing on the radio. I wanted to say something but what ? My mind is racing and no words are coming out of my mouth.

"Here we are." He said.

It was a clif, long and sturdy. He got out and grabbed a blanket from the back seat and I got out the car. We both grabbed hands and went to sit down on the cliff. He placed the blanket over both of us.

"So this is home?" I asked.

"To me it is. This is where I can talk to god in peace and also my mom. Even though she is gone physically she is still here spiritually and mentally. I miss her so much."

"It's okay she is still here with you looking over you."

"Yea you're right. But do you talk to god?"

"Yea sometimes. But I feel as though I'm being ignored."

I ask God if he will bring me someone who will love me for who I am. I ask him to give me the thing I want and let me and my mother escape.

"You are not being ignored. He just listens to you and makes a plan for you."

"I hope so. But when your mom died how did you react towards god?"

"I asked him why he took her from me. But then I realize that she is in a better place and she is not stressing no more so I just let it go."

"I wouldn't know how to react."

"Yea some people take it harder than others that's all."

"Well I'm sorry." I said and turned my head towards him and he looked me again just like before but only this time his head was leaning in. His eyes started to shut and his lips where up against mine. I placed my hand on his shoulder.

"Mmm.." I moaned as his tongue started to get inside my mouth rubbing his tongue against mine. I pushed him down on to the hard concrete and got on top of him. I pulled my hair back and started playing with his tongue with mine. His big strong hands started grabbing my ass firmly as I continue to moan in his mouth. I wouldn't take this any further. Only because we are out side and I'm a virgin. I want everything to be perfect.

"I can't do this." I said stopping the moment.

"Why?"

"Because I. . I'm still a virgin."

"Oh."

I remained on top of him. I looked down into his eyes.

"Are you?"

"Am I a virgin? No."

"And besides we are not together? Are we?"

"I have to think about it. I just got out of a relationship."

"With who?"

"Her name is lanae."

"What happened with y'all?"

"She cheated on me with some dude. I found out and that was it. I was faithful and everything. Then she did that shit. I really loved her."

"I'm sorry to hear that." I actually was happy to hear that. Who ever lanae is she broke his heart and now me and him might have a chance at something.

"Its fine. And you need to stop saying sorry all the time."

"I know. I just have a habit."

"Yea so you know how you said you wanted to escape? How about we escape together?"

"Sounds like a deal. Where are we going?"

"How about new York?" I mean we are not that much far from there. And I got some family up there."

"Oh okay cool. But would they allow a stranger in they house?"

"Yea they cool. Its my aunt and uncle."

"Okay and what about school?"

"We will worry about that later when we get there now let's go."

We both got up and I folded up the cover walking over towards the car and placed it in the back seat. I got in the front seat.

I honestly feel like I'm doing the right thing for me and my parents. My parents don't have to worry about me. And for my life? I'm with someone I feel safe with and I'm also going to a place where I always wanted to go.

The long and seem to be endless high way was filled with good conversations between me and jimmy. Me and him have some things in common about our past and also some common goals we will like to achieve in the near by future. Far as getting a big house, being extremely wealthy and even starting a family.

"What part of new York are we going to?" I asked.

"Syracuse."

"Okay." I said as I leaned my head back on the seat and fell asleep peacefully.

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I felt a tap on my shoulder. I got up immediately. I looked out the window and I seen a nice tan house. A 2 story house. A house I would love to live in.

"We are here." He said.

I smiled and got out the car. I waited till jimmy got in front of me. I followed behind him. I didn't want to be the one knocking on the door.

Jimmy knocked on the door and waited patiently for them to open the door.

"Who is it?" I heard a soft voice from inside the house.

"Its your nephew jimmy."

"Aw stop lying." The person said and opened the door. And there stood a tall light skin women, she was skinny. Looks like she is a athlete. She is very beautiful. She has those brown eyes like jimmy and a gorgeous smile.

"JIMMY!" she yelled. Within a second she hugged him and then notice me. Her mood went from being all happy to "who the fuck is this in front of my door". But she just simply asked "who are you my dear?"

"My name is abigal."

"Hi. Well don't just stand there. Y'all come on in. Make yourself at home."