One of the true storie's

Building trust

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Well after hours of surgery and i traveled a lot of treasured memories that i really have to see. I'm thankful that i have everyone beside me again. them happy ,make me happy . So now i'm awake , i saw Lee beside me holding my hand . I move it a little and he woke up . He was so shock that i'm awake ,He's eyes where happy ,his lips were shocked , i just can say his still perfect. Then he rushed out to call my mom and everyone .

Lee- EVERYONE SHE"S AWAKE!!!! SHE'S FINALLY AWAKE

My Mom- OH MY GOD !THANK YOU ! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

And my other relatives went inside and blessed me and thank god for making me survive .

Then the Doctor went inside and said "she can rest for now you can take her home until two days"

TIME PASSING : 8:00pm

My mom and Lee were the only one's in the room , all my relatives went home and some of them will comeback tomorrow.

Mom-What do you like for dinner?

Me- anything

Mom - Will chicken and soup will be fine?

Me- sure that would be great!

Mom- how about you lee?

Lee- I'm fine , Thank you!

Mom - Are you sure?

Lee- yeah. i just ate a little while ago>

Mom- okay, i'll get going then

Me- bye mom!

My mom left the room and lee went next to me to the bed. He sat beside me and talked about..

Lee- feeling better?

Me- Why didn't you tell me?

Lee- About what?

Me- about you and ... Her..

Lee- Who

Me- come on Lee! you know who she is!

Lee- Sorry , I know telling the truth will just make you more complicated right now, (a tear drop to lee's hand) I know what i did and i'm so sorry

He kissed my hand and hold it. A tear dropped into my face and i said

Me-You should've tell me , I could understand .

Lee hugged me and kissed me on the forehead

Lee- look i'm sorry , what i did was terrible and i don't wanna make you feel like this again, i Wouldn't do it again i promise .

Me- i trust you , but please don't break your promise anymore.

Lee- i won't let you down again .

After Lee said that i believe him , for some reason i believe him , i don't know but i feel terrible  i feel different and weird, after the accident ,the other tragedies that i faced. I think it's already enough , i had enough.

NEXT MORNING : 9:30 am

Mom - wake up dear it's morning

Me- Mom i'm sorry

Mom- About what ?

Me- i got mad about a nonsense thing, and ended up like this

Mom- At least your fine

Me- Aren't you mad to me?

Mom- For what? You know I'm sorry I should've told you long time , so you can have great times with him, I'm sorry .

Me- Sorry too mom . I was so careless

Mom- No you weren't . i was. i let you off that easy

Me- sorry mom , all i can do is say sorry .please forgive me

Mom- I'm sorry too .

Me- thank you.

Time passed........  3:00 pm

Someone entered my room . It was my OLD FAKE BESTFRIEND. I can't stand her that well i was so mad. good thing lee wasn't here he went to buy some snack.

best friend- Hi! feeling any better now?

Me- how dare you come here?

best friend - Huh? What are you talking about?

Me-  I think the only thing you learn is Betrayal and Seducing anyone am i right?

Best friend - Look sorry ,well i'm so so so sorry about that

Me- you won't feel terrible about this i know you better than anyone.

Seeing her makes me very weak , but i'm still trying to fight.

Best friend - yeah . i know that , that's why your my bestie !

Me - am i?

Suddenly Lee entered the room . She was so shocked to see Lee (best friend) and lee was shocked too. i was so territorial about him , i just don't want him around her , seeing them together makes me feel more weaker i't makes me the weakest person than anyone in the room . All the terrible things came up to my mind ,all my fear gathered ..... after thinking all of those things i felt very dizzy , i can hear my heart beating heavily , i feel no life again .... and ... just... then... i... fainted ..

Lee rushed over me and said "CALL A DOCTORRRR!!!!!" My fake old bestfriend went out in a rush to go over the counter and call a doctor

Lee- no not again . PLEASE WAKE UP! DON'T END UP LIKE THIS AGAIN! I WON'T BREAK ANY PROMISE! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE !

(LEE kissed me in my hand and cried )

my best friend saw what he did and after calling a doctor she called lee and talk to him . (at the back of the hospital outside)

Best friend- sorry if i tried to seduce you

Lee- just don't come near us ever again

Best friend - Sorry , please tell her that i'm really sorry , i'm sorry for everything , i would leave her side if that would the best , if that will make more better and , thank you too for making me smile and making me feel loved every time  please let her know that . (crying infront of lee)

Lee- i'll let her know

Best friend- Thank you!

Lee left that fast and didn't even mind talking back again . i guess he moved and tried to forget all the other bad things and i'm thankful for that. But for that fake old bestfriend ofcourse i felt bad for her , i mean there are so many things that we did together and so many stuffs we experience and we learned new things from each other , But i learned not to fall again , i have to be strong , have courage , strenght and everything , i mean i don't know.... I think things aren't going any better . Look i don't know what else to do so i guess i have to be somehow better 👤 i mean to be better is to be someone you never expected who was to be .... It was like ... Change .... Yeah change .... Much better ... So i guess i have to change.. But do i have to? I mean how do i do it ? Where do i start? .. So much questions ..... But please do remember not all change are good or bad so i have to choose right?

(Dream)

Hospital
I was running away from someone or something ... I can't explain, but he or she? I don't know ... It was black like it has alot of faces . I'm so afraid , so i run faster than i could , but then i could only see a dead end and a bright light , i don't know what to do.... Or what to choose .. Like should i stop and see what happens ? Or Run towards that dead end? It's so complicated ! I never asked for this to happen ! Gash! I'm exhausted from everyone and everything! (Insert her crying) i'm tired of fake friends ! Cheating boyfriend ! Broken heart! Bad family ! Accidents ! I mean ... UNIVERSE!.... Are you freaking mad at me ! Why is everyone and everything was so against me ! I mean for somehow have you felt angry at the same time your worried or sad about something or someone . And you had a hard time letting people go ... Even the wrong ones ? That thought came through me and i'd rather go through that bright dean end light than yo get caught up ...... SO I RUN TOWARDS IT AND COVERED MY FACE WITH MY HANDS. But what i found out was......