loving him was ↣ mgc

black

loving him was black.

power, strength,

he had power over me, i simply couldn't get over him,

and i was scared,

that maybe i never would.

depression,

i had depression because of my love for this one boy.

he was only a boy yes,

but he was my boy, the only boy i ever wanted and would ever want.

but he no longer wanted me.

black - night,

it had been exactly 39 days since he left me and as the days past,

it wasn't getting any easier.

if anything it was getting a lot worse.

each day i thought that he was going to just appear.

but at night when i was lying in my bed,

i realised,

he doesn't love you, don't be so stupid, he will never be back.

so this is where it ends.

death - 

it was time,

i feel completely worthless without him,

michael was the only person who truly cared for me.

i have nobody and he was my only source of happiness,

but he's gone,

he doesn't care about me now.

i have no reason to be here anymore,

i love you michael clifford, i just want you to know that

loving you was the best thing I ever did.

let's not say goodbye, let's just say -

until we meet again,

lucy.

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IT'S OVER.

you guys thought this book was so cute and fluffy but i had this planned the entire time oops!! sorry for not having a happy ending, it just thought this would have turned out the best for the story. 

Thankyou all so much for the support with this short book, it means a lot, and i hope you enjoyed reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it x