Don't let me go

chapter one

I wake up feeling two strong arms around my waist, Harry is very protective over me, I think he feels responsible over me since he is older, i think it's very sexy so I'm not complaining. I opened my eyes slowly and saw right into the most beautiful eyes you'll see. "sleep well"? he asked me, and i just nodded before leaning into his chest while he played with my hair, this sounds very Copley but we are just very close, but i want i otherwise tough. 

we just laid there in complete silence, it was a comfortable silence, but then my stomach had too ruin it and make the sound of a dying whale, "I'm making you pancakes, you want pancakes. stupid question of course you want pancakes" he laughed and went out of my room, I felt the coldness of the air hit me when is body left mine. but I was really hungry now so i wasn't complaining, Hello i need my food, and breakfast is the most important meal of the day. 

I decided to get out of bed, I pulled on some sweatpants and didn't bother with putting on å T-shirt, since it was only me and Harry who was home and we really didn't care, but in the past weeks i have noticed Harry's body more and more and i cinda like what i see. and I don't find girls very attractive anymore. but i have started to get warm on the thought of me being gay. but no one knows, and i cant say anything to Harry he would think i am disgusting. But it is cinda hard to hide it when we cuddles on the couch with him on my lap. 

I went downstairs to see Harry. and the smell of pancakes took over my nose and i felt my stomach complaining. i stopped to take a look at his bum, and the rest of his body as he was only wearing his boxers. 

"the pancakes are ready"! Harry shouted, he didn't realise i was downstairs.

"I'm right here" i said

"oh, well then. the pancakes are ready" he said putting on that famous smile with his dimples showing. 

i sat down and started eating, and i already knew Harry was a good cook so i was prepared for the taste of the food, and it was so delicious.

"was it any good" Harry asked, but already knew my answer.

"it's deichiouuus" i said whit my mouth full of food.

Harry just chuckled at me and went to take the dishes when we was finished eating while i sat down at the couch. " do you wanna watch a movie"? i asked as he sat down between my legs so i Had one leg on each side of him and he lend his body on my chest. "yeah, what do you wanna watch"? he asked while i played wit his hair. "what about titanic"? i asked and he just nodded and sat the DVD in and sat back down in the same position as before. 

halfway into the movie Harry had fell asleep and i didn't longer watched the movie i watched Harry, i played whit his Hair and he looked really sexy when i laid there. he started to wake up and move around, grinding his butt on my crotch making me get a little problem down there, if you know what i mean. "i have to go to the toilet" i said trying to sound as normal as possible and try to hide my problem while i went off to the bathroom. 

i rushed into the bathroom and locked the door before smashing my back into the wall before slowly sitting down. i had to stop thinking on Harry like this, or else i would loose him, and i didn't want that  at all. but i couldn't just stop thinking about him, we were together all the time and he practically lived here now since it was summer brake and my parents were on vacation for two months, so they had given Harry the responsibility off looking out for me. but i didn't needed any babysitter. but i was Hazz so i didn't mind. 

" Ni, are you alright"? Harry asked from the other side of the door, i had been in here for a while, just thinking, "yes, i'm good" i said as i opened the door. i couldn't do anything before i felt two muscular arms around me and Harry nusled his face in the crook of my neck, "Harry, what are you.." i was cut of by Harry. "i missed you" he said. and i felt my whole body warm up and the only thing that held me up was Harry. my hands hang loose, i felt so little in his embrace but at the same time i felt so safe and like nobody could hurt me because i had Harry with me.

"what where you doing in there anyways"? he asked, i can't tell him that i needed to take care of a problem i got by him grinding om my crotch, "what are you supposed to do when you are in the toilet"? i asked him and he just smiled sheepishly at me. before bringing me back into his chest and hugging me and keeping me safe. "never let me go Ni" he said and carried me up bridal style into my room and laied me down on my bed, and laid beside me, and turned off the lights. 

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Yeay! the first chapter, hope you like it. 

-Lola<3