Don't let me go

chapter eight

sO SORRY for not upploading in a while but i have had writing blocks and not know what to write, but here it goes, this is more forsed writing so it probably will be crapp, Sorry :/ 

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Harrys P.O.V

I had decided to talk to this Zayn guy and show him that he can't mess with my Niall anymore. i got so angry just by the tought off Niall getting bullyed in school, why didn't he said anything to me, but i was going to meet Zayn today. 

i looked down at Niall, he was so cute when he was sleeping and at the same time he was so sexy from the sleep hair, how can he pull of to look so sexy when he is tired? i never know the answer (ha ha SE WHAT I DID THERE? anyone?.. Okay.) and tomorrow i and Louis had planned a double date with him and this Liam guy, i had to aprove on him, i didn't want anyone too hurt my Louis, but from what Louis said, Liam sounded like a nice and good guy. 

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i had wrote a note to Niall to tell him that i had to do something and be back soon, i didn't want him to know where i was going, he would never let me go if he knew i would meet zayn. my intention was too just talk with him, but maybe some kicks in his stomach, if necessary. 

i knew where Zayn lived as my mom knew his parents and so i had been here before, when i was little. i pulled up to his hous and walked up to the dor and nocked on it, i waited for twn seconds before someone opened the dor, it was Zayn, 

"What are you doing here"? he asked me, with a shokked expression on his face. 

"i would like to talk to you, can i come in"? i asked in a cassual tone, to not seem so suspicious. 

"why would i let you in to my hous, you fagg, i may get smitten" he said with disgust all over him.

"you let me in because i said so, Okay." i pushed him inside so i could get trough him, and walked into the hous, 

"what do you want" he asked, as he leant on the table in the kitchen.

"i want to talk about Niall" i said with gritted teeth. 

"oh, so he need you to come over and stand up for him,"? he asked and laughed.

"he don't know i am here" i said and stood up straight and crossed my arms. 

"i never want to see you near Niall ever again, is that clear." i said in a threathening voice. 

" i don't think i want too" 

"and why is that" i asked him

"because i Love him, thats why" he almost whispered, with tears in his eyes

"what the fuck did you just say, you don't love him, if you had loved him you wouldn't do all that stuff to him. 

"i was confused okay, i don't want to be gay, i didn't ask for it," he shouted now and the tears streamed down his eyes, 

"hey, i know what its like, but don't dare to toutch Niall, okay." i said in a softer tone, kind off feeling for him

"you can talk to someone about this, and remember that you have people who loves you"

"i have nobody, okay, my family hates me and all my friends are just fake idiots"

"well, figure something out, but remember don't come near Niall, at least untill you know what you feel then he can choose, "

i didn't even want to think about Niall leaving me, but i can't decide who he wants to be with, and if you love someone set them fre, if they comes back the are youre's but if not they never were. 

i walked out off the house and drove away. i had so muck too think about right now, should i tell Niall, yes, yes i schould i don't want to start this relationship based on lies. when i got home i walked into our room and Niall wasn't there, where was he, i started to panick, but then i heard the door to the bathroom opened and out come Niall, he only had his boxers on looking sexy as hell, 

i went over to him and when i stood right in front of him i raised my hand up to the back off his neck and pulled him closer to me until our lips met, they were so soft and i could never get enough of them. he tugged one of his hands in my hair and the other one around my waist to hold me close, it was a sweet kiss our tounges wrestled for dominance and after a while the kiss got more heate and, Niall started to pull off my shirt, we only cut the kiss so i could get my shirt off before they met once again and soon my trousers was off to, i pulled us over so i was on top off him in our bed, 

"you know i love you right" i asked him, i wanted him to know that this wasn't hist fucking to me, it was making love, to the person i love, he means the world to me.

"yes, i love you so much Harry" he panted a little from the lack of air, i got closer once again and our lips locked, og god, i loved him so much.

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moahahaha stopping like this again, but i promise that the rest off it will come up soon, when i got the time :D 

and just in case, i don't hate Zayn, i love him so much, but i didn't really know what to do about his karacter, so you know it, i love him just as much as the rest of the boys. 

-Lola