I'm fine s.m and magcon

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Shawns pov
All night I thought about her. What she was going throw. Hearing her tell Brooklyn to leave her, because she's not worth it. I couldn't stand it, it hurt me so much. She's broken, and yet here I am laying in bed not caring. I decided to take a walk to calm myself down. As I walk along the path I think of the memories sophomore year when me and her were at Lydia's house laying down. Then it all changed she left, she told me to stay away. Then I started hanging with Nash, and now I realize why she wanted me to stay away. She thought I was gonna get hurt too when really I'm the one hurting her. I turn right, throw the woods and I hear singing. It was her! She's here! As I listen closer it was a song about us. That night at Lydia's party. She wrote a song about us!
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Here I was, there she was sitting in front of me wiping away stranded tears from her eyes.
I just told her I liked her and she didn't even look at me. She stayed quiet.

"No"

"What" I asked with confusion.

"No"

"What do you mean no" I said again.

"You can't like me, Nash, Taylor, Cameron... Th-they'll hurt you"

"I know but does it look like I care, they can hurt me all they want, all I know if my affection for you isn't just gonna change cause you think I'm gonna get hurt and if you lik..."

"Shawn?"

"Yeah"

"I love you"

"Your nice but I really mean it"

"No Shawn... I love you more than just a friend. I never really knew how to express it. I've sorta been alone here due to me not having the ability to tell Nash and everyone that I'm not really a Grier"
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Eva's pov
We stayed outside and walked for hours that night. That night was the first time I really felt out connection and it was strong. Very strong! I loved him, for the first time I felt it, something I never thought I'd say. I was a poor little girl with a hopeless life not worth living for but yet hear he was saving me. He saved me and nothing in the world could every change that it repay him. Justin bieber finally released his new album and I can't stop listening honestly. "Life is worth living" is playing and I'm making fruit salad for a little get together me, Gabi, Siena and niki were having this weekend. Siena was inviting her boyfriend Tyler. Gabi was inviting Alex. Niki was inviting Danny. Then there was me, all alone not really knowing who I was gonna invite. I've passed Brooklyn in the hall a lot now but he never looks at me and if he does then he looks away really fast. The abuse from the guys hasn't stopped but Nash hasn't touched, talk or even looked at me for about 6 months now. Why? I've been asking myself the same question. Shawn talks to me everyday asking how I am, if I need anything. But lately he hasn't. We were assigned partners in English and of course he was partnered with Amber Collins aka school slut. She's been trying to get Shawn since 1st grade and lemme tell you what, Shawn always said no. But this time it was different. There always hanging out, always talking, always holding hands. At first I thought it was a joke but then they got more serious. Rumors say they ever slept together which hurt the most because ambers always hated me and said she'd get Shawn at some point. It hurt more then you think. He promised he'd be there for me but then he leaves for the school whore. I tried to forget and not let it brother me but here I was in tears mixing a bowl of bananas, cherries, strawberries and oranges together constantly having to blow my nose and wash my hands over and over again. It was around 7pm and my parents left to go Christmas shopping since is was Friday night. Me and sky were home alone and Hayes was at Daniels house and Nash was out with the guys doing god knows what. I look over at the clock seeing 7:56 and decided that the fruit was fine the way it was and that I needed to take a shower. I put clear wrap around the top of the white plastic bowl and headed upstairs. I went into my room and locked my door and heading to my bathroom. I slide out of my close and turned the water on and closing the draining hole so I could take a bubble bath. I walked into my room to grab my phone shortly realizing I had left it down stairs. I walked down the stairs quietly with tears still on the brim of my eyes that I tried to whip away but just kept coming out. I ran into the kitchen (WEARING A ROBE BTW) and grabbed my phone. As I turned around my robe fell of my shoulders and ripped. "Boom" the front door shut and I hear guy voices fill the house.
"WAIT STOP WALKING" i screamed.