No matter how you say it

the truth will set you free

5 pizzas , 2 bottles of soda and a batch of brownies later we were all layed out around the game room laughing about Jake's precious cookie disaster when grant had to open his big stupid mouth and suggest we all play truth or dare. As our immature selves jumped at the opportunity to do something normal for once all I wanted to do was hide. It started off fine with simple things like Bex daring zach to streak the beach, cam making grant admit he likes bex (finally) Macey daring Liz to do Jakes make up ect. And then it was my turn ofcourse I pick truth and Zach ' s asking my question" so shelbs explain to me exactly how in the world you're the prep because we all know that the top spies are men" and then all hell breaks loose. Bex jumps up from her seat and starts cussing zach out, grant chokes on his pizza so cam has to save him, Macey goes off on a rant about how sexist the entire black throne population is. Jonas has a mental break down because he could never find our identities and jake just gives me this weird look , yells no way in hell and storms out of the house. So basically everyone lost it and the worst part is I start laughing. Literally rolling on the floor laughing until I sober up and get everyone to calm down. Ice water and a choke hold might have been involved. After calming the crazies down by promising a full explination I went out in search of jake. I found him about a mile down the beach watching the waves. He was lost in thought so I just sat down beside him for a while. Until he asks me . "why didn't you ever tell me shelbs I thought we didn't have any secrets" to which I responded he didn't have the clearance. And he had the nerve to look pisssed. Finally I lost it. "I never told you because you didn't have the clearance, you still don't but zach opened his big mouth and the only reason he knew was because I bested him last weekend when he tried braking into my garage and stealing my car. You never told me because you thought I was a civilian and I couldn't be trusted and that I was weak but I've known since the first day I met you that you were a spy so that should tell you something about your skills. Just saying. Though here is what you are aloud to know my name is Shelby lynn soloman, I am 17 years old and I am a member of one of the CIA's top teams my code name is the prep and I have been in training since before I could walk. And yes my entire team is made of girls we work our ass's off and are the best at what we do. We take pride in that and I'm sorry if your male ego can't take that. I've seen your stats jake you're a strong fighter, you Excell in the classroom and you are a good problem solver. You will make a great spy. Too bad Kaley will never be able to know. All I can do is laugh at his guilty look. "Shelbs how do yo--" how do I what jake? Know that you've been sneaking around with and be civilian? The bugs my dad has in y'alls room to keep an eye on grant. It's just hilarious because and I quote "I like you shelby and always have but there are things about my life you could never understand so it just wouldn't be fair if we dated" You strung me along for months but I wasn't good enough for you to trust, but she is? There is nothing to say. Go back to the house everyone is worried about you. I'm going to go clear my head. "But!" Just go jake.