Justin Bieber Interracial Imagines

Insecure

[Edited]

She isn't even pretty?

What is she wearing?

Why didn't he just date Kendall?

I can't stand her!

Why does she look like that?

She can't even dress

She looks dirty!

Does she even wash her hair?

Why does she talk like that?

She's not even cute

There's something wrong with her.

I stared at myself for awhile before finally closing my eyes and allowing the tears to run down my face.

The hurtful words of the media and fans were easily being replayed inside my head as I continued to silently cry. I felt disgusted, humiliated and even ashamed of how I looked and wanted to change badly.

I slowly opened my eyes and lifted my head towards my reflection. I immediately began to pick out each and every flaw I had as I silently cursed myself wondering "why me?".

Why wasn't I as pretty as all the other girls?

Why couldn't I look like them?

Why wasn't I given all the good-

It just didn't make sense.

I was in a never ending battle with my thoughts and as much as I hated to admit it, things turned for the worse once Justin and I made our relationship public. The constant ridiculing, headlines, pictures, lies anything you could think of was beginning to dangerously take a toll on my self esteem.

I felt horrible.

Defeated.

A small cry left my lips once again as I continued to stare at my body.

Why was I such an easy target for them? Why were they constantly coming after me?
What did-

Suddenly, a door slam knocked me out of my thoughts and I quickly began to panic not wanting Justin to see me like this especially after our last conversation.

I instantly leaned over and turned on the sink faucet and quickly began to wash my face with warm water.

I then grabbed a towel and began to dry myself praying my red eyes would disappear and my face would have a more refreshing look.

"Y/N, I'm home. Where are you baby? I wanna tell you about this new song Diplo and I just recorded." I heard Justin say as he entered our bedroom.

"Uh, I'm in here. Just give me a second." I shouted as I glanced myself in the mirror making sure I looked okay. I sent myself a fake smile hoping it looked real enough so Justin wouldn't ask any questions.

Suddenly, the bathroom door opened and Justin's hazel eyes met with mine. I quickly smiled at him before placing the towel back in its place and walking over to him.

A small smile came across his face as he placed a kiss on my lips and wrapped his arms around me.

"You look beautiful baby." He whispered as he leaned over and placed a small kiss on my neck.

The feelings of sadness and hurt began to grow upon me as I let his words sink into my skin. As much as I wanted to thank him, I just couldn't push myself to do it.

He was lying.

He had to be.

How could  someone like him possibly think I was beautiful?

After not hearing a response he removed his head from my neck and stared into my dark brown eyes.

"What's wrong? Why are you so quiet?" He asked

I instantly heard the panic and worry in his voice as he waited for my reply.

"I'm fine. Don't worry about it. Tell me more about this new song you're working on." I said

He shook his head and placed his hand on my cheek while moving his thumb back and forth.

"Something is bothering you Y/N. I can see it in your eyes, come here." He said while walking over to our bed. He then took a seat and patted his leg for me to sit down on.

"Justin, there's nothing going on. I'm being honest with you." I lied

"Sit down." He demanded ignoring what I just said.

A sigh escaped my lips as I sat on his lap. His arms quickly wrapped around my body while he continued to stare at me.

"Don't make me ask again Y/N."

I took a deep breath knowing he wasn't going to stop until I told him. I took a couple of seconds and began to tell him what has been bothering me.

"I'm upset Justin about all the hate I been getting. It's bothering me and I don't know what to do. I feel so ugly and disgusting. I can't even look myself in the mirror without crying. I-I try not to let it get to me but it's hard Justin. It's so hard." I said

The tears began to fill my eyes but I quickly pushed them back hoping they wouldn't come out and make me look even worse than I already did.

"Look at me." He slowly lifted up my chin until our eyes met.

"Now, I want you to listen to every word I'm about to say to you. Understand?"

I nodded my head as I waited for him to continue.

"You are so beautiful Y/N. You have these beautiful features that stand out and make you even more stunning than you already are. And maybe you don't see it but each time you step into a room, everyone's attention is set on you Y/N. And don't get me started on these beautiful dark brown eyes. I get lost in them each time I stare at you. It's like they pull me in and all of a sudden I can't think straight."

A small laugh left my lips as I listened to his words while wiping away my tears.

"And your body! Your body Y/N. I honestly don't think there's any words in this world that could explain how perfect it is."

"Justin please-

"And you know what else makes you even more beautiful?"

I instantly looked down at my hands and began to play with my rings afraid to look him in the eyes. I just couldn't get myself to-

He suddenly lifted my chin and stared directly into my eyes before opening his mouth and responding to his own question.

"It's your smile Y/N. Your smile....believe it or not, makes my day ninety nine percent of the time."

I couldn't help but laugh at his corniness while I continued to sit on his lap.

"I can't believe you think this about yourself Y/N. Is this what you call ugly? Stand up." He said

A laugh left my lips once again as I stood up from his lap. I watched him carefully as he admired my body with his eyes before slowly turning me around while bitting his lips.

"You're so beautiful." He repeated before pulling me towards his chest and placing a couple kisses all over my face.

"Thank you Justin." I said while wrapping my arms around his neck.

A/N:
hi! thank u so much for clicking on this book and reading my first imagine. i just wanted to remind everyone that i wrote these imagines at a young age so some mistakes are still present. i'm trying to fix them so please excuse any errors that you may see. i would also like to mention that, although the book is "interracial imagines" anyone who wants to read imagines is welcome to! however, the book will be centered around an interracial relationship between a white man (justin) and a black woman. once again, thank u so much!

-Sophie