A couple months later:
I looked over at my phone and bit my lips as it continued to ring. I was trying my hardest to ignore him but he just wouldn't leave me alone.
As much as I wanted to pick up the phone, I just couldn't. After what he said to me and how badly he treated me, I knew he didn't deserve a friend like me. He made it clear that Elizabeth meant more to him than I ever will and I respected that. I had deleted his number from my contacts and began to focus more on myself.
There were times where I almost answered his calls but I quickly prevented myself from going any further. There was no reason for him to be calling or texting me when he had the girl of his dreams, like he stated. Am I right?
I had removed myself from his life and began to realize how stupid I was for sticking up for someone who seemed to be blind by everything around him. He seemed to forget the importance of our friendship when it came to different types of girls and it bothered me.
A sigh escaped my lips as I stood up from my couch. I needed to get these thoughts out of my head and forget about what had happened. I needed to get my life together and focus on the important things.
I began to walk towards the kitchen when I suddenly heard a knock on the door. I stopped in my place and raised an eyebrow before glancing over at the oven clock and wondering who it was since I hadn't made any plans with anyone today.
Before opening the door, I leaned over and took a quick glance inside the peephole.
As soon as I saw who it was, my heart instantly dropped. I wasn't sure if I should open the door or pretend as if I wasn't home. I had so many thoughts running through my head that all I could do was stand there. The feelings I had pushed away were slowing coming back as I stared at the door debating on what I should do.
I finally decided to open it to face the person who had been on my mind since the day I left their wedding. His hazel eyes met with mines as I continued to stare at him not knowing what to say. I noticed little rain drops placed on his skin as I opened the door wider to get a better look.
I watched as he licked his pink dry lips before opening his mouth to say something."Please just let me talk to you. I'm not here to convince you to forgive me. I'm not here to kiss up to you. I'm simply here to talk and get this over with."
I watched his lips as they moved before meeting his hazel eyes once again. They were filled with something I have seen before but I just couldn't figure it out.
I cleared my throat and decided to listen. I had done enough talking and it was finally his turn.
"I'm listening." I replied
He nodded his head before saying what he needed to say.
"You were right. You were right Y/N. She left me. She took everything and she left me with nothing. She didn't care about me or how I felt. All she wanted was what I had. She broke me and I haven't been able to sleep for days. I've been up all night thinking about everything you said and it's been eating me alive each and every night. I regret everything I said to you. I regret not listening to you and making you feel less about yourself. I regret watching you leave and not running after you. I have been trying my hardest to fix my mistakes but I just can't. I can't even express how I'm feeling right now and it's killing me. I'm sorry for hurting you to the point where you won't even breath the same air as me or pick up my calls. I'm sorry for treating you so wrongly. I'm sorry Y/N. I'm sorry for not accepting that you had feelings for me. I'm sorry for pushing you away and letting someone else in. I'm so sorry."
I watched him as he continued to stare into my eyes making sure the eye contact we had wasn't broken.
"I don't know what to tell you Justin." I finally said
"You don't have to say anything. I just wanted to talk."
I nodded my head indicating I had understood what he was trying to get across and it was time for him to leave.
"And listen Y/N. I didn't mean to hurt you when I said I didn't love you but I'm just not the right one for you. At least not right now." He said
At that moment, I realized how much it hurt to hear it a second time and I honestly just wanted to smack him but I just couldn't bring myself to do such a thing. There was no point when all he did was confess that he didn't love me like I loved him. It wouldn't change a thing between us but only move us further apart.
I finally replied with a simple "okay" before closing the door without waiting for a response.
A/N: I have decided to turn this imagine into an actual book! The book will be called "Consequences". I am currently working on the first chapter and can't wait to put it out.
-Sophie
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