Being A Breeding (A B5 Story)

The True Story..

Kennedy's POV~

I finally walked downstairs to eat breakfast , pretending I didn't hear a single thing. I'm get to the bottom of this .. Rather I do it by myself or the boys tell me but either way I'm going to find out what really happend to my mother.

Patrick: Hey Ken , how's it going?

"I'm just fine , thank you " I say

"Going anywhere today??" Carnell says interrupting

"Yeah .. Why?" I reply

"Uhh .. Where you off to?" Bryan asked nervously

"Why are you so damn concerned about where the fuck I'm going? Huh" I said getting really pissed

"Woah ken , language! " Dustin said seriously

"Whatever Man.." I respond

"Little miss attitude I see.." Kelly says sarcastically

"Fuck off!" I say grabbing my food to go. And yes I'm going to the library in my pajamas idc as you can already tell. I headed out to my car and quickly race to the library dying to see what's going I with this story about my mom.

After waiting 15 minutes for a computer , someone finally gave up their spot.

"Aren't you Kennedy Breeding?" He says

"Yes that'll be me" I fake laughed and smiled

"Can I please get your autograph?" He asks while handing me a poster of my brothers , Me , & him at a meet and greet back in 2008.

I signed the poster & say " Okay now beat it you little shit😊"

He runs out the store crying .. But I couldn't tell if it was of joy or what i said😂🤔 .. Oh well

I go to Google & type in " Kassidy Breeding Death story" After that a bunch of links popped up.. I clicked on a news report on it. As I read it my heart raced & then slowly started to break into pieces. I couldn't believe what I was reading.  I clicked on the link where there was a video with the story being explained.

*Video Playing*

News reports : today we will be talking about the tragic death of Mrs.Kassidy Breeding .. Earlier around 12:30 this afternoon she had commited suicide. Here's the letter she left behind to explain to others why she did it all.

The Letter: "I Kassidy Marie Breeding am ashamed of myself .. I truely hate myself for what I've done. And at this point I shouldn't even be here on earth living my life as though everything is alright when it's not. I won't forgive myself for the pain I've caused my family .. I was a single mother all by herself , doing it all on my own. And eventually I ran out of money to support myself and my kids. Since my parents were so ashamed of me for being a young mother , they disowned me & kicked me out of their house. There was only one thing I could do .. Turn to drugs. I started selling drugs at the very age of 15 , I know it's pretty young but when your a single mother with no support from your family , you gotta do what you gotta go do. I did it all .. Just for my kids .. To keep them happy & for me to kick off some stress. But all the drugs did was mess with my mind. Making me feel as though I was going completely ballistic. For years I had to stay with my Sister Valerie. Then eventually it happend .. I looked at myself in the mirror & realized how much I just really hated myself. At this very moment I went into the mirror and got a bunch of pills and stuffed all of them in my moth trying to swallow all. Collapsing  on the cold hard floor , I knew my life was finally over. And even though I didn't die happy at least my parents won't have to be embarrassed to called me their daughter.I failed myself it was the only option I had left.  So I did it. "

I read the whole thing , I felt my chest tighten up .. This whole time I thought my mom was still Alive and somewhere disowning us. But no .. I was wrong. She's now somewhere in a casket laying there.. Not breathing. I rushed to my car and just stood there in the drivers seat thinking .. Then it hit me all at once I broke down and started crying really hard. Banging on the steering wheel of my car .. After 30 minutes I finally wiped my face & rushed home to question my brothers .. I knew it wasn't going to be good but I just wanted to know why they would hide this from me & on top of that they lied and told me that she was still alive its just that she was "Living life without us in it". At the time I was dumb enough to believe everything they told me. I'm getting weak