I sat in our unfinished apartment alone. Near the window I drank with pictures all over the place. I picked one up and smiled at the first picture we took as a couple. Laying on Britt's bed cuddled into each other.
Saaaan! Please please please!
No Britt, I don't like taking pictures all loving.
Please. For me?
No no no no! Don't you dare do those puppy eyes Britt! You know that is my weakness!
Pwese?
Fine. Only because I want my girlfriend smiling again!
Yay! Thank you thank you thank you! I love you so much Sanny!
Haha I love you too Britt!
I smiled at the thought of how happy she was. So happy that she kept take more than one photo and I had to take her camera away. She pouted but ended up smiling again as I gave her sweet lady kisses.
I set the picture down and picked up another one. Another smile lite up my face at the Christmas photo we took With Quinn and Berry. All covered in flour.
Britt give me the egg back!
But you can't! It's a baby chickens home!
Britt it's already dea-
Quinn!
I mean gone from its home. It left what ever is inside for us to eat.
No way!
Come on Britt, it will be okay!
Hush it Berry! I will not let you two destroy this home. That is bullying and I will not allow it!
Okay that's it!
I remember Britt running around as Both Berry and Q chased Britt down for that egg. As they did I went to the fridge and cracked two eggs and started mixing. Only for Britt to slip and fall into flour.
Ha! That's a really good look for you Britt! Now give me the egg!
Hey Q?
What Sa-
Haha you look great in flour also!
Now guys come on. We don't want to ma- BRITT!! YOU GOT FLOUR ALL OVER MY STAR SWEATSHIRT!
It's okay... At least it wasn't that ugly road kill of a reindeer you have.
Quinn and I both laughed that Berry gave us a glare and flew a whole box at us. Q and I were covered so much it was hard to see. But able to hear our girlfriends laughing so hard.
That's it! I am going to go all Lima on you!
We both heard running as we chased our girlfriends down. After twenty minutes of running we finally caught them and laughed as we looked at all the mess we made. Britt had gotten off my lap and returned with her camera. She placed it on the fireplace and ran back just before it snapped.
I placed the photo down and slowly started to feel numb again. I thought looking at these picture would make me happy again. Instead, it makes me miss her even more.
Just as I was about to get up I stopped at a photo. It was recent and sent pain to my chest. The pic was taken hours before she left to go to the school. I was angry at her that she left her wedding ring in her locker.
I can't believe you left it Britt!
I didn't want to lose it during practice. I'm sorry San, I will get it on Monday.
What? Walk around without it?
I sai-
You know Coach Sue wants me to keep an eye on you? To get your grades back up! I thought we agreed we'd do better?
San why are you yelling at me?
I didn't mean to let my anger out on her. I didn't even care that she didn't have the ring with her cause I knew it was safe. I was just angry at my abuela for banning me from our Family reunion.
WHY? CAUSE YOU AREN'T EVEN TRYING! I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU! YOU ARE JUST A LITTLE BRAT WHO NEEDS TO BE BABIED!
I HATE YOU! I WISH I NEVER MET YOU!
All I remember was standing there shocked. She ran out crying and I didn't even run after her. I just let her slip away. If only I ran after her she would still be here. I regret every word I said to her.
I remember sitting at the table waiting for her to get home. I was getting worried as hours past and asked Berry to go check on her. It wasn't until a few minutes later I get a call from Brittany.
Britt?
SAN HELP! PLEASE! SOMEONE IS CHASING AFTER ME WITH GUNS
Britt! Where are you?
I'm in the school hiding in the locker room. I went back to get my ring back. San I'm so sor-
Britt I want you to stay on the phone with me okay? I'm on my way!
I ran to my car and started driving to the school. I was halfway there until she told me they found her. She was running through the court yard and gun shots went off.
BRITT! BRITT? ANSWER ME! WHAT HAPPENED?
No one answered so I sped my way over there. I called Quinn to meet me and called the cops. But as I got there she was losing a lot of blood. No one was at the court yard.
I won't forget what happened to her. Never. This is all my fault.
A/N: What do you guys think so far?
