MAJOR RECONSTRUSTION . Skeptic (A GazettE Story)

The Song ( A GazettE Story)

I never expected to be orphaned, but then again who does. Life is an unscripted movie it throws twists and turns that you never, ever saw coming. You don't get do overs but sometimes there's that one chance you could do something over and make things right. In my case however that won't happen...

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Three weeks ago my mother was killed in a car accident. Unfortunately I was also injured pretty badly I have a fractured wrist and I had two broken ribs, also bruising all over me. I have stitches on my forehead too. My mom was killed instantly. I still remember what my last words I said to her , but I wished I didn't.

" Flashback to accident"

I was sitting in the front seat of our little black car, when my mom and I got into an argument over something completely ridiculous, so ridiculous I don't even remember what it was over. When I told her she was the worst mother and I wished I had a different mother. I looked at her and saw that it had hurt her what she said

" Well I'm sorry you feel that way". We sat there for probably five minutes in pure silence. It was all so quiet except for the engine of our car , then out of nowhere we were flipped over and I lost consciousness for a few minutes but managed to wake up long enough to see my mom's beautiful face covered in blood and her right hand gripping mine, that pushed me over the edge and I lost all consciousness once again.

"End of flashback"

I have been in this hospital for such a long time and it's sucks because I haven't been able to play my guitar because of my bummed arm. But my doctor says 'I should be able to play again once my cast is off' but I should take it slow.

I leaned over and grabbed my iPod and put my earbuds in and let to sound of my all time favorite Japanese band the GazettE fill my ears and heal parts of my broken heart. I started thinking about my father, I don't have any idea of who he is. I never really asked about him, well I stopped asking for him when I was about 8 and I realized how much it hurt my mom to talk about him. Children services were coming along with their search for him. The only thing I knew about him was that he was Japanese . My mom put me in tutoring for Japanese lessons when I was 9. Just in case I ever ran into him. I always thought it was a waste of time. But my mom wanted me to do it, so I did.

My phone buzzed and I looked at it and saw it was from my best friend Jimmy, who is also the drummer for the American rock band Avenged Sevenfold.

" Stallion duck are you alright today ⊙_⊙, Jimmy." I laughed at this and replied

" Yes Jimmy I'm fine, but I'm kinda bored and I can't play my guitar either. Gawd I'm gonna go crazy in this place *$* Sabine"

" Okay. Stallion duck, me and the guys will come over to the hospital and make you less bored, and I'll bring you some really food too ⊙_⊙ Jimmy "

" You know what Jimbo, you are not only a ninja drummer but you are also a gift sent from the gods. *$*Sabine"

" XDI know be there in ten ⊙_⊙Jimmy"

I put my phone back on the table beside me and waited for them to come . I sat back and put my iPod to the song Bathroom by the GazettE. I hummed along to it and let my thoughts run wild. Did I even want to live with my dad or did I want to stay with Jimmy.

Okay guys it is April 7th 2016. I wrote this story a couple years ago, and it was good enough for me then but my writing has evolved to something better now, and I am completely re-writing it. Please, please vote and comment. Let me know if there are things you want me to keep and/ or change. But I think I will be changing quite a bit. Thanks Babes.