-RILEY'S POV-
I woke up still in the same position, tied... trapped... helpless. I can't keep feeling sorry for myself. That's not going to help. I have to do something, I have to change the way I think and try to plan an escape or atleast get the boys to be nicer, what ever it is things need to change! I can not keep living my life like this, the helpless, useless little girl, that lives inside of the box and does nothing for herself.. the girl that has no one.. the girl that shouldn't even exist-
"Finally your awake!!" I heard an exited yell.. Cameron? "You've been out for days, we were so worried!" He sounded genuinely worried... this boy confuses me.
"Yea we missed your cries of mercy oh so dearly" Taylor said. What is he on about..
"What are you even talking about?" I spoke my thoughts. Just as a wave of confidence ran over me. "You know what! Don't even answer that, your jerks! All of you! You were my idols! I loved you all so much, I cared about you, the day I ever met you the first thing I was going to ask you was how are you? You wana know why?!! Because your happiness meant alot more to me than my own!" I manage to say without letting my tears fall, without giving them that satisfaction.
The boys were all here. They looked at each other sadly then back at me, they showed remorse, regret and honest sadness. I looked them in the eyes one by one, they're feelings just didn't seem real.. I couldn't see any actual sympathy through the windows to their souls which is their eyes. Expect for Matthew he had a sparkle in his eyes, he had true emotion. They were all staring at me and I raised a eyebrow in confusion.. That's when they all burst out laughing.. ofcourse Matthew didn't until he realised what they were doing.. is Matt playing along? I asked myself.
"Aw geez you should've seen your face!! You actually believed us!!!" Nash laughed as his words cut through me.. even though I try to be strong I'm still weak. I just have to push myself, I let one last tear fall.. the last tear I would ever let fall.. I know it's a high jump but I have to strengthen myself. I let that tear carry all my sad emotions. All my weak emotions. I looked down and closed my eyes as the tear rolled down my cheek, of course another 2 or 3 fell but I blocked the rest. I blocked all of the mocking about how pathetic I am.. everything was blocked out. I am somebody completely different from today on ward. I am stronger. I am unbreakable emotionaly.
I opened my eyes and looked up at the boys. I had a blank face on, and then.. well I smirked. I looked the boys straight in the eyes as I tried to face them all once again. My smirk grew as did the boys confusion. Fuck all emotions. I am not weak! I started laughing. I probably look stupid as fuck but guess what! I don't give two shits. "Ah that's funny really!!" I laughed.
"Whats funny?" Carter asked.. I carried on laughing.. I noticed the boys were becoming impatient for my answer and angrier by the second. Until Carter slapped me right in the face. "What are you laughing at?!" He yelled in my face.. but I just smirked, not showing any pain. I don't know how I'm doing this but I kinda like it. I feel numb and dead in the inside. Sad isn't it?
"That's what's so funny!" I said and continued smirking.
"What are you talking about?" He asked confused. I still smirked. I like this me! "I'm going to repeat myself one more time, Riley. What's. So. Funny!" He sounded very demanding. Ha!
"The fact that you all think you can hurt me, go ahead I don't feel anything!" I smirked proudly. Carter looked at Jack G.
"Oh so if I were to do this..." Jack G walked towards me slowly and slapped me hard. "..You wouldn't feel it?" I looked him in the face and smirked. "Or if I were to do this!.." He punched me really hard which caused my head to snap to the side, blood running out of my mouth. Stay strong I told myself.
I slowly turned my head to face him, I spat the blood in his face. "Bight me!" I whispered and smirked. The stronger me was in full control and I wasn't going to deny the fact that I liked it. I am strong.
I have a sky above me.
The ground below me.
And a fire within me.
A fire that I was no longer going to contain.If I said Jack looked angry I'd be lying. He looked beyond angry. He looked furious.. pissed.. merciless. I should be afraid right?.. I'm not.
"You little Bitch!-" Jack was about to launch straight at me, when Cameron grabbed him.
"Stop Jack.. this is what we wanted remeber" he smirked at me.. what is he talking about? He was still holding Jack back. Jack smirked and Cam released him.
"Your right.. we actually did it." He smirked evily. "We actually did it." He repeated.
"Ah we heard you the first time" I mocked him. He tried to attack me again but Cameron stopped him once again.
"Sorry but now she's fucking annoying!" Jack whined. Stupid baby face! I can't help but let curiosity get the best of me...
"What do you mean this is what we wanted?" I questioned with a blank expression.
"We wanted to make you stronger. Braver. And most importantly emotionless." Aaron said. Ah but my babes you didn't do this to me so don't get so proud dick faces!
"Oh please you didn't make me any of those things! I did it to myself! I'm not weak and I never will be ever again!" I yelled the last part. Violently trying to move my chair around to make my point. The boys smirked.
"But we light the flame didn't we?" Jack J said. Flame? What flame. No one does anything for me! I do everything for myself! I made myself stronger!! Not them!
"The only flame you lit was the flame to my hate! The hate I have for you all! A flame to hate that can never be killed! A flame that will always burn!!"
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HEY I'M BACK!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK?!YOUR ALL GONNA FIND OUT SOON IN THE NEXT CHAPTER EXACTLY WHY THEY WANTED TO MAKE RILEY SO EMOTIONLESS.
TWISTS ARE ABOUT TO BE SPUN!
BTW I'M SORRY THIS IS A SHORT CHAPTER XXX
ANYWAYS MY EXAMS ARE OVER AND I'LL BE UPDATING REGULARLY!
STAY SAFE! ❤
-KELLY ❤
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