My Best-Friends Brother

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

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Attraction

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First day of school is always a pain in the ass. Who am I kidding? Everyday of school is a pain in the ass.

I just don't understand the point of waking up early and going to hell- I mean school. I do like some subjects but waking up early makes me hate it. And to add to the disappointment im not a morning person.

Brea is a morning person, which pisses me off sometimes. She is always in such a good mood when she wakes up its unbelievable really. Like how could you wake up early and feel good about it?! It's like torture.

I have amnesia- wait amnesia is that thing that makes you forget things right? Not that thing that doesn't let you fall asleep. That's called.. What the hell is it called? Insomnia, that's it! I think? No, that's not it. I don't know. I probably have amnesia too.

See what waking up early does to my brain?

And can you guess why I couldn't sleep this time? Because of little ol' Kai. That kiss that we shared.. It was the best kiss that I think I have ever had. I haven't kissed anyone in along time. And I never thought that I would say this.. Well think this but I want to kiss him again. But I can't and the reasons are obvious.

It's so baffling to me that I would actually consider kissing him again. I thought I hated him. Well I still do but now I'm physically attracted to him, nothing more. I hope.

It was a mistake and I just want to forget it. I closed the tap, stepping out of the shower. You know what I hate about showers? I don't like to shower but when I do, I never want to get out. Wow today Im being really negative. Maaybee I should shower more- no Carmen, then you'll never get out! I sighed knowing my conscious was right.  I mean she comes around when I don't need it. Like where the hell were you when I kissed Kai, huh? Or when i played with my pet goldfish, outside of the water might I add!

I got out anyway after stepping in and out of the bathtub multiple times. I dried my hair, putting it up in a high-pony tail. I patted myself dry wearing black skinny jeans and and a plain white shirt with a pocket at the front. I put on my silver heart necklace that I got from an anonymous person from my school. I was having a rough time with my family when I got it. It was a sweet gesture from whoever it was. Of course I tried finding out who gave it to me but it was impossible. Everything will get better was engraved on the heart. And everything did get better. I smiled looking down at the heart. I could never not wear it.

Okay time for my favorite part, breakfast! Im feeling eggy today.. I got it, I'll make an omelet.

I prepared my breakfast, singing to lost boy.

"... He said, Peter Pan that's what the call me. I promise that you'll never be lonely and ever since that day.... I am a lost boy from Neverland, usually handing out with Peter Pan and when we're bo-"

"You were always a bad singer." Someone laughed behind me making me choke on my omelette. I turned around glaring, I wish my eyes could kill right now.

"And you were always a bad person." I smiled at Kai, taking another fork full of eggs.

"Last time I checked you were the one who was a horrible friend, and kissed me." He retorted, taking the fork out of my hand, taking a big bite out of my egg.

I quickly reacted by jamming my elbow into his stomach, grabbing the fork out of his hands. "Don't eat my food! And plus You kissed me back, you could've pushed me away but you didn't, so it's not all my fault." I argued, trying to share the blame although I felt it was me fault. I'm the one who kissed him and I can't change that. I just hope he wouldn't tell anyone about this. He is a jackass but he cares about his little sister.