Boy

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A/N: this is sad I guess and there's a slight trigger warning so stay safe <3

Blue eyed boy, blue eyed boy
You let me drown in those eyes so deep
You push me in, letting the water rise over me
Not realising how hard I fell, deep in love with you.

Black haired boy, black haired boy
Your hair dark as the night where I long to be in your arms
So I could feel the warmth of your body next to mine
Making me feel safe, as you hold me tight.

Tall pale boy, tall pale boy
Skin like white perfect snow, clear and clean
How I wish I could be like you, happy and accepted
But the blood staining my wrists says otherwise

Angel boy, Angel boy
How could you crush my heart like that?
Why would you kiss my cheek and hold my hand
Then tell me you're in love with another man.

Red coat boy, red coat boy
I'm so sorry for everything that's happened
I wish you could love me like I love you
But now the damage is done


I'll fade away, like all our memories; gone
You can start afresh with the other boy
Because who could love someone like me
Who simply can't be fixed?

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