My only one 》a.g

Chapter 5

It's been 2 years since my dad gone. Me and my family getting usual without him, and about me and alex? We're fine tough. I'm on my college now, well i have a few 'true' friends finally. And today is a big day for all time low and you me at six there's kerrang awards 2013, dan and alex said i must go so i'll go with them or i can say their bands. Uuhh i hope they won some trophies or a trophy maybe? I dunno i just wish they won it. It's already 2:55pm 5 more minutes we go there, me and dan are waiting for alex..he lame on making up his dress i mean he always took so long for dress the things up, but in the end he always look handsome. Finally there's a knock on he door i open the door and there's stand alex very very handsome..too handsome either. We drive to the coffee shop first to meet the boys there, after we pick up the boy we go to the awards place. In the car, alex is busy texting with someone and everysingle time he read or answers the text, a smile form on his face. I'm curious who it is so i ask him.

"who are you texting? you always smiling when read or answer the text" i said looking on my lap.

"no one" his eyes still glued on the screen.

"it must be someone" i grab the phone and look at the name, it was a girl her name is Victoria and their text is...shit i....oh my fucking god. This couldn't happen...alex cheating on me? no way.

Tears forming in my eyes but i try my best to kee it stuck in my eyes. "hey why you grabbing my phone?"

"why i grabbing your phone? it's must be me to asking you why you texting with this girl? the name with victoria? oh i bet you love her so much" i talking loudly so everyone got attention to us. Alex just sit there quietely, no word spill from his mouth. As we get there dan hold my hand and told me that i must go with him so i just nodded, we get to our sit. I sit beside dan and josh, and face to face with alex. Somehow our eyes meet but not special like it used to..he suddenly change. He is not alex, i don't know him anymore. After an hour waiting finally You me at six won the best even, i'm so glad they won the trophy. After You me at six got called, all time low win the trophy too well i'm not caring bout it tough. Alex take the speech and everyone started to shout his name ah how i wish i didn't here. When they came back to the sit, i just can't hold my tears anymore so i cry and i feel so lonely even in this room with so many people. Dan notice that i am crying so he take me out of there and take me to a private place.

"why you crying??" he worried.

"oh i guess you listened what happen in the car" still crying.

"alex right? damn that boy is hurting my sister, okay now you can go home. I'll take this"

"what? what will you do? beat him? ah come on dan, i don't want you to get hurt!"

"no i won't beat him, just....go home okay?" with that he leave me.

So i headed to the taxi and drive home. Really this victoria girl is ruining my life. I won't do this but i can't take the pain anymore, so i take the razor and started to cut my wrist. Blood is everywhere, thank god my mom isn't here she is at my grandma house at LA. When i cut my wrist for a dozens time my door room swung open and there stood dan with a blood on his head and his arm is bleeding..his left eye is turning purple and yet his nose is bleeding too.

"OH MY SHIT WHAT HAPEEN TO YOU DAN?????" i ask whilst take him to my bed and grab the first aid.

"no i'm fine it's just blee--"

"NO! it's not just bleeding dan! come on i cure it! stop talking just shut the fuck up"

"okay" when i already wrap the bandage i ask him who did this and yes as i thought, it's alex fucking gaskarth. Damn this boy has no respect to me or my brother. He chated on me, he beating up my brother what will he do next? kill bot of us? shit.

"your wrist. you did it again do you?" dan said lifting my wrist.

"yeah, i'm sorry i just i don't know what happen and i can't accept he cheated on me"

"come here. i wrap it for you" he wrap the bandage and it's pretty hurt you know?

3 days pass and i haven't contact alex or text him. I guess he already move from me, and i ain't stop cutting, i'm not eating even i'm not going out of my house. I know it's terrible but i can't do anything. Dan always wipe the blood from my wrist, he is a great brother. I love him very much, he always taking care of me. I was just watching tv when there's a knock on the door, and there's alex stood in front of me.

Alex P.O.V

I decided to go to shadi's house. I'm nervous really and about victoria? she's just my bestmate me and her is like have a very best friend relation. I miss her cause i never see her in a while, i mean before i knew shadi i knew her first. But i am still falling in love with shadi..i know it sounds cheesy but i'm truly love her. No matter what and why i'm not text or call shadi? i'm afraid. I ring the bell and i see who open the door, it's shadi. OMG she's change..she is pale, skinnier and there's a red mark on her hand and her pants. She do it again? because of me? shit i should know that she is fragile i can't just let her fall and i am not there to catch her.

"hey shad"

"what are you doing? don't you satisied already hurt me and my brother?" she truly hate me..what have done.

"i'm sorry i already hurt you and dan, but let me explain first okay??"

"tell me why--"

"because i love you" i cut her off. She just keep silent and let me in, so i sit at the couch besides her and tell her everything.

"so..victoria just your best mate? i'm sorry for blaming you lex i really am sorry" she cries.

"no, it's fine i'm glad you can believe me again" i hugs her.

"and sorry i broke our promise"

"i know you'll do it. Here wrap it with this" when i wrapping her wrist dan come and smash me to the wall. He beat me up and shadi trying to stop dan but it won't work till dan slap her.

Shadi P.O.V

Dan come and smash alex to the wall dammit what's wrong with him..i'm trying to stop them when suddenly dan slap me. It hurts so bad..i bet my cheek is a little bit bleed cause his nails scratch my cheek. I ran to my room and leave both of them down there beating their selve up. I lock my door room. Then all just went black i don't know what happen next.