She caught the Badboy's eye 2

Bonding

SO SORRY GUYS!!!! For the longest wait ever ❤️️❤️️❤️️ but thank you for being patient and understanding. Love you all

⚠️ WARNING there are a lot of mistakes, I won't be editing till I'm finished sorry my loves ❤️

Dililah's pov:

I've always seen Lyle as a brother, just like I see the rest of the boys well except Tommy.

Which by the way is something the two of them share. They're actually a one women type of guy.

Both Tommy and Lyle have no experience what's so ever with the opposite gender.

So watching they way he's getting all jittery around Issabella is quite funny. I mean when you see a guy looking as intimidating as Lyle blushing non stop and mumbling over his words, you'd be laughing your ass off too.

Catching a glimpse of Jaffari I see him smiling, all I feel is jealousy ripple through my body. Why couldn't Drew be like this with me? Why couldn't he just care for me? Why couldn't he care for me?

Instead I got a twin that cared less for me while I cared for him. I know he apologised about it. But in all honesty I can't get pass it so fast.

I've always been there for him, when he's upset I put a smile on his face, when he would cry I would always be his shoulder to cry on. When ever he was hurt I always made sure I was there for him.

And when ever I needed him, he was fcuk'n no where to be, instead he was off fcuk'n some random slut.

It hurts! It truly does.

I remember the one time I really needed him. I rang him up and when he finally answered I begged for him to pick me up.

But do you know what I got for reply???

He told me he was busy with something important and guess what that was???? Well you guessed it! He was off fcuk'n another slut.

While I screamed for help when the only thing I had left of me was taken without my permission.

From then on I was fcuked up, I hid it from the boys and I did a pretty good damn job at it.

Let's just say I was a total fcuk up. Ive fcuked random guys at the club and parties. Taken a shit load of drugs and gotten so high I would of died.

Ugh just remembering the way I lost myself to that shit really hurts. Feeling tears rise up in my eyes, I look away and think how different things would be if it didn't happen.

A tap on my shoulder pulled me out of thought, coming face to face with a smiling Tommy. I close my eye shut and turn away.

Feeling him tap my shoulder again, I ignore it and pretend like I didn't feel it. Suddenly I feel my body getting twirled around to a iterated looking Tommy.

Well shit didn't see that one coming. Smiling a cute smile he shakes his head and I instantly look down.

Catching my chin with his fingers, he makes sure I'm looking at him in eye level before leaning into my ears and whispering "lilah what's wrong"

Shaking my head, he glares at me. Asking the question again I shake my head and walk off. That was until he grabbed my arm and pull me back into his chest while hugging me.