Dont leave me here, drowning in my own tears. Dying from pain. Crying from heartbreak. Living each day wondering when it'll be my last. Life came rushing in, how much can I take, give.
Theres a girl In my mirror, crying, dying and theres nothing that you can do that will make her feel better. Its never going to be okay.
My memories will never wash away. I wanna forget it all but that feels impossible. It is impossible. I can never face the outside world again, Im trapped in my own. Trying to escape but failing and falling.
People changed and promises were broken, I cant trust anyone but myself. Dying isnt an option. Trying has been a attempt, I dont care anymore. Im not bothered anymore. I tried, but I got pushed backwards. Falling in darkness as it swallowed me, flashbacks of the past haunting me. The pain follows me everywhere, I cant get rid of It. Its there forever, taking its place and never moving. Im alone in my world. Noone around me, wishing you were there to tell me everythings gonna be okay. But its not, ever.
Thats just a dream, one that will never happen. Its a wish, but wishes dont come true do they? Laying in bed as thoughts run through my head. I ask myself, Why am I living a life that I dont want to live? Its pointles. Do you know what it feels like?
Im done. Im through. I give up. You finally had the strength to push me off the edge.
