For me it felt like everyone wanted me died,everyone hated me I was that weird then the one who no one likes....I've spent to many days think of suicide, I've attempted it. People have asked me if I was okay all I said was "y-ya I'm fine...". All I told myself is"your stupid, ugly,your a peace of shit,no one likes you, what happened to you when you were born". Please don't do that to your self...I was so stupid to that... I'm not going to lie I'm crying just making this,I told myself so many bad things...I had a counselor but he didn't help at all I felt alone
(I've hurt so many people and I'm so sorry for that)
Date: December 1st 2015
So today is December 2ed 2015 its 6:25am now for me my depression can wake me up when were it feels like... So I'm up for school now and that was a war...my mother makes me go to school but I hate it... Everyday for me was a war trying to get me to do things. Even just coming out if my room was a war...
