Happily Ever After Or Tragedy

where's Johny?!

ESMERALDAS POV

'I sat down after finding my NUTELLA  I was enjoying when suddenly I was running in the woods alone when I saw alpha Xavier looking at me while smirking and then next to him came Chloe next to Chloe was the vampire king Louis and lastly Jacob, they stood surrounding me while smirking evilly and one by one they started to chant...
"butches don't live bitches die in pain slowly but surely Painfully your kind is already dead we just need you... You're not needed...
You should die...
I climbed on a chair that had a rope tied with a circle I climbed it and put the rope in my neck. I looked around and saw they were smiling evilly and I threw the chair as I breathed my last breath...'
I woke up crying and sweating from my dream.
I cried silently not to wake anybody out and snuck out the house to the place where I could get my emotions to be taken by the wind.
When I arrived I was surprised to see my piano still there. I went and sat down and started to play 'heart of stone by Iko '

Can you keep a secret?

Will you hold your hand

among the flames?

Honey, you're a shipwreck

With your heart of stone

Can I get a witness

To the bruises and

the wasted tears?

You could dry a river

With your heart of stone

With your heart of stone

I can breathe

I can breathe water, water

I can breathe

I can breathe water, water

When you're here with me

You're not here with me

Can I pry your finger

From everything I say

and do?

And I just can't forget you

And your heart of stone

I can breathe

I can breathe water, water

I can breathe

I can breathe water, water

I can breathe

I can breathe water, water

I can breathe

I can breathe water,

When you're here with me

Your not here with

Me...'

When I finished the song I was crying silently I got up and walked to my favorite tree which was right next to my piano  I climbed and sat down. I cried silently not sure yet what time it was.
When I stopped crying I left back to the house feeling bad for my life and Johny...
I needed release...
I went to the bathroom and found my friend hidden under my sink in the very corner under some pads. I smiled and licked the door and made silent water surround it. I slowly cut myself and felt something...
Pain...
After I watched it bleed for a while and then I decided to get clean and go to sleep.
Although I didn't last long I only slept an hour and it was already six in the morning!
I got up and changed into some baggy pants and a shirt Jacob's brother Luke, let me borrow. I went downstairs and saw the maids cooking breakfast. I went and greeted and asked then if I could help they looked so shocked. "what's wrong? "you're the first person who wants to help us" well I always made food and I like to help y'all everytime and anytime I can". They smiled and nodded. We got ahead and started making breakfast for the whole pack house and extras for anybody who wanted another round of food and some more for the alpha and the Luna. People started coming downstairs after a few minutes. I started serving with another maid. I suddenly felt the ends of my hair stick and I knew that the alphas were here.
I went to the kitchen and continued serving until I reached Jacob's plate I handed it to him but before I could leave he grabbed my hand and kissed it. I shoved my hand away knowing I'm not supposed to touch him or get close to him.  I went to give Chloe her plate and when she saw it she threw it at me I felt the food slide down my face and body I shivered and tears started forming in my eyes when I heard them laugh at me I looked at Chloe to see her smirking but putting it off by saying, "oops sorry... But you should know I'm a vegetarian...new slave/maid...". I left excusing myself and went to my room the maids following me too.
When I arrived I went to the restroom and washed my face I had food all over me.
"my goodness child are you okay?! "yes I'm f-fine... " let's leave so she can shower we have leftover some clothes that Luke let you have". She said wiggling her eyebrows at me. I giggled and closed the door as they left I took a shower and kissed as I felt the hit water hit my cuts I made earlier. And out of nowhere I started crying out loud.
Why?...
Why am I such a failure?!... What did I do?!...
Why was I ever born?!...
Questions build in my mind making me feel even worse. I had to get out of here with Johny...
I got out of the shower... And changed into the clothes I grabbed my phone and texted Luke yes I have a phone and I have his phone number.

Thanks for the clothes
:)

No problem babydoll...
;)

I smiled.
I left the room trying to find Johny. I tried to find him all over but did not succeed. I started to panic where is he?! I started letting the wind take me to where he is. After I arrived I saw something that broke my heart.  Alphas Xavier and Jacob were holding Johnys hand while taking him to the place where they cut your head off.  I ran and stood infront of them.
"what the hell are you doing?! ". They seemed shocked to see me and Jacob mindlinked Xavier and he came to take me away while Xavier took the acted screaming Johny to the cut head torture.
"let's go eve you don't have any business here... ".
I left his hold and went running to the child I tackled Xavier to the ground and he shook me off. I felt anger build within me. I felt my eyes change black. I grabbed Johny and took him in my arms.  I ran with him still in my arms. But Jacob and Xavier made me fall I was getting angry no I was livid!
I felt like murdering them.
I backed slowly and they went forward slowly while speaking; " put Johny down"come here Evelets go and forget this and the child...". As they approached I let my anger free I made a line of fire in between us.  The wind picked me and Johny up so we could see them.  They looked at me shocked. " I DO NOT WANT YOU TO TOUCH A CHILD LIKE THAT UNDERSTOOD❗❓YOU JACOB I THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE NICE BUT YOU ENDED UP JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER!!! I DONT WANT YOU AS A MATE FOR ME! AND YOU XAVIER YOU WERE SUCH A PAIN I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU RIGHT NOW BUT I WONT I WILL KEAVE THIS PLACE AND NEVER COME BACK YOULL NEVER FIND ME EVER AGAIN!!!". I  called out the ice to freeze the fire. I left the pack house but not before saying.... " I Evelyn reject you as my mate...".
I woke up again to my other nightmare. I was sobbing I felt like I couldn't breathe I went to the window and took gulps of air to calm me down. After 5 minutes my breathing was back to normal. As I was getting of the window I heard the door open and alpha Jacob came in he looked around until he found me in the window with tears in my eyes. He came and grabbed me he hugged me while taking gulps of my scent and I just cried not caring at the moment I started feeling sparks I loved him...