One Last Chance

Chapter 4 - The Outsider

I walked the central path that lead to the castle. We walked in silence all the way, just the sound of our feet crushing the leaves beneath us. My head started getting cloudy with sad memories. I tried my best to control the anger that I felt for the rest of my family. I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms. The pain in my hands took some of the attention that was going on in my brain down to my bleeding hands. I took deep breaths trying to calm myself. Then I really noticed the pain in my hands, the adrenaline was gone.

I miss my father so freaking much. I miss his being, just for a short explanation. I really don't know why my father ever saw in my mother. I really don't. Though, I think he saw good in her once. But that must have been a while back. I don't know what to do to make myself happy. I really don't.....

I can play my violin for a while but that gives my temporary pleasure. I can use my powers to have some peace and quiet but that never lasts for long...

I want to be happy..but I don't know what really will make me happy.

Sometimes I stay in bed all day, but not because I'm sick, but because I'm sad.

According to Mac I've lost a decent amount of weight over the years. Though I was able to get some back. She said that my mood was just in a "I don't care anymore" mood and it scared her. In reality I didn't even notice.

I made two friends though, while I was here the castle.

Their names are Micah and Logan, they are literally everything you could ever ask for, but I haven't seen them in months. I miss them a whole lot. Seriously, I do. They told me they would come back to protect me. I asked what they meant and when they would be back but they kissed my head and walked out of the gates.

I haven't seen them in 11 months and 22 days. Ugh I wish they were here, they actually came up to me and befriended me, they also believed in me when I said that I didn't kill my father.

They're really great guys. They really are, they're the type of guys that would make anyone fall to their knees and worship them. What's cool about them is that they make you feel like you've friends with them for many years.

Now I just have to wait until they return home again.