Save Me (Stiles Stilinski) Book 2

No Control

"How long till your mom comes home?" Stiles ask as I do homework and Stiles is playing in my hair, after the whole Malia thing he took Scott home then took me home.

"Well she won't be here till almost 2 in the morning because, she needs work to distract her... she isn't over my dads death." I sigh.

"Oh, it's 8."

"Okay." I say confused.

"Okay break time I'm hungry make me food please." Stiles claims grabbing my history nook and throwing it."

"Ugh fine, I had like one more paragraph but okay." I say getting up I turn and see Stiles stand up, he looks at me.

"What?"

"Your a dork let's go." I say grabbing his hand and walking downstairs, I let go as he sits on the counter and I open the fridge.

"Babe?" Stiles questions.

"Hmmm." I mumble pullimg out pizza.

"Why are you so perfect?" He ask, I look at him okay weirdo.

"I don't know I was blessed I guess." I chuckle.

"Make sense, I mean you have such soft hair that I wish you would wear curly. You have perfect tan skin, and an amazing personality your honestly too good for me." Stiles states I stop putting pizza on the plaits and I look at Stiles.

"Okay I don't wear my hair curly cause it a hassle and I'm perfectly tan cause I'm mixed and my personality is far from perfect.. and lastly I'm not to good for you." I say, I see he is bothered by something now. "Stiles what's wrong?" I ask.

"Nothing I promise." He fake smiles.

"Stiles."

"What?"

"Tell me."

"Okay, just sometimes I wonder how... how did I end up with you, Shay seriously every guy wants you still." He says.

"Stiles, do you not understand I don't want anyone else... that you got me because your not some tool or airhead and you don't only worry about having the most popular girl on their arm. You liked me because well, I have soft hair... I have perfectly tan skin and a perfect personality." I say smiling cause I quoted him on the last part.

I see him smile. "Okay you win." He smiles, "but you know what I really love." He ask hoping off the counter and wrapping his arms around me.

"What?" I question.

"Your not afaird to be yourself and be proud of your sarcastic, spaz of a boyfriend." He smiles, I smile back before he kisses me, I smile in the kiss and kiss back immediately I put my arms around his neck as he pulls me closer, soon it's getting heated as picks me up and sets my on the counter and my hands are I'm his hair, he moves down to my jaw then my neck I slightly moan. He picks me up again and reconnects our lips I feel him push open my door then close it.

He lays me on the bed and is on top of me, suddenly I flip us over and kiss him, I'm straddling him as my hands go to the hem of his shirt. I slowly pull it off disconnecting our lips but immediately he reconnects them, I feel down Stiles defined stomach okay someone has been working out or something, I feel Stiles flip us again he pulls of my shirt.. I feel us getting more heated but at the same time I feel my heart beating really fast, super fast as Stiles goes for his pants I stop him by sitting up really fast. I get up and pace the room.

"Shay are you okay?" He questions getting up.

"Yea...j..ju..just stay right there." I say putting my hands up.

"Shay, I'm sorry.... I mean we've like done it before so..." Stiles says I feel his awkwardness.

"No Stiles thats..." I don't continue as I groan I'm breathing faster, I fall to the floor.

"Shay!" I put my hand up stopping Stiles.

"Stiles stop! Don't move!" I yell well more like growl, I feel my eyes change and I'm starting to see things like I'm fading in and out of the woods, when I look up I'm in the woods I close and shake my head. "This isn't real!" I say over and over again.

"Shay what's wrong?" I hear Stiles question.

"D...don't Stiles... I...I can't see, I feel like I'm hallucinating." I say.

"Babe, calm down whatever your seeing is causing you to change a little." I feel Stiles touch my shoulder.

"Stiles I said don't! I...I don't wanna hurt you." I say trying to clam down.

"Your not babe, listen to me listen to my voice your okay look focus babe focus." I listen to stiles and start to calm down, soon I feel Stiles hug me I start crying.

"I...I.. I can't control it anymore, I get angry so fast or I start freaking out." I say.

"Its okay, hey... hey look at me." I look and see Stiles is concerned. "Lets go to bed." He smiles I nod and we both stand, he gets in my bed first and the I do and lay down I put my head on his bare chest and lay down and but sit up to turn off the light then lay back down.

"I love you, Shayla never forget that." Stiles says.

"I love you too Stiles you never forget that." I hear him chuckle, as he kisses my forehead and I fall asleep a peaceful sleep with no nightmears.