Prologue: "A little goodbye wouldn't hurt that much..."

284 23 1

by boymeets-

by boymeets-

❝But if you loved me, why'd you leave me?❞

It was a cold night when it happened, and it was raining hard.

Jongin's lips quiver with fear and his heart sank as Sehun were ready to say his goodbye. Guilt inside Sehun's body as he looked at him in the eyes. Jongin could see that his eyes said everything. Jongin was scared. Scared as if the world was trying to eat him up alive. His bones were cracking up and his lungs were stoping themselves to breathe.

Sehun's eyes were like lasers compared to Jongin's. They were beautiful and they shine so bright even there were tear drops in them. Jongin's eyes were red and puffy, he had been crying after all.

They never had the urge to stop the argument. All they did was argue all day and make love all night. Their lives were so miserable. But Jongin being himself, there was nothing he could do about his possessiveness.

Sehun brushed his fingers onto Jongin's lips, trying to make them stable and stop from trembling. His touch felt so unreal and it felt so warm. Sehun rubbed his thumb against Jongin's tinted cheek and drew a little circle that left Jongin wanting him more.

"Hyung," Sehun sighed, "You're so beautiful."

Jongin looked ridiculously younger than Sehun when they were like this. Sehun always liked the feeling of being the oldest, but it was obviously zero percent for Jongin to give a damn about it. All he wanted was tomorrow waking up to the love of his life, Oh Sehun, in his arms.

"Kiss me." Jongin whispered to his ear, warm breath and soft, almost like he was murmuring to himself. But Sehun knew what he wanted, so he worked his hands on Jongin's waist, pulling him close, leaving no space between them.

Sehun made Jongin feel loved.

Sehun worked his magic as he connected his lips with Jongin's and brushed them very slowly and gently. Jongin could hear the echo of his pounding heart, it was loud and fast. The butterflies in his stomach wouldn't stop moving. His insides definitely exploded. Sehun pulled back and kissed his eyes, his nose, his lips for one more time, and went down to his jaw, then to his shoulder. Sehun was like a sun to Jongin. His lips were so warm to Jongin's cold skin. When Sehun finally turned his heels back, Jongin started to cry more and bent down on his knees.

"Thank you for making me feel like the happiest."

Sehun deserves someone better than Jongin and he's worthy of all the love in this world. Jongin himself, said it all.

The droplets of rain hit the ground fast. The rain was really heavy that night. It had been raining in Seoul for the past few days, but this kind of rain never happened before, until now. The rain brought the silence back to life as the storms had finally decided to come and join, sending chills through the two bodies. The cold weather sneaked around through the layers of their clothes, making both of them shiver and hug themselves tightly.

Sehun looked back at Jongin then stepped outside and stopped for a minute, waiting for Jongin to say goodbye. Instead of saying goodbye, he said thank you first, he thanked Sehun for letting him feel loved. Jongin said a tiny "Goodbye." with sad smile on his face. A little goodbye wouldn't hurt that much, he thought.

Sehun smiled back at him and said his goodbye, then disappeared through the rain.

It was then Jongin realised he never wanted Sehun to go.

_____

KAISOO IS SO DEAD CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT I DECIDED TO MAKE SEKAI 3 SHOT I GUESS I DONT KWNO YET IM JUST EXCITED THANKDS