Taco Bell → n.s (hiatus)

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~dedicated to all of you , @mywholenewworld cuz that was one  of the sweetest comments ive read and @blondhes cuz you guessed right ~

~Please read authors note at the end~

Harry's POV

"Hey Niall do you have some spicy sauce ?"
I couldnt just bring myself to ask him if he wanted to go out with me
I know he likes me i mean he told me the other day and i guess actions do speak louder than words , so he could be at least attracted to me ?
Even tho im not that attractive , well thats what i think  , girls and boys are always throwing themselves at me . Ew it makes me feel like a man whore.

after i asked him i immediately regretted it the look on his face was sad and he shook his head and said
" there's a few inside the bag "
"Oh alright thanks " frowning i began to walk away but i was interrupted by his soft voice
"Wait Harry " i turned around waiting for something to come out of his soft pink looking lips
"Yeah?" Furrowing my brows as i imagined what was to come
"Uh ill see you next friday , have a nice night " the blonde said smiling sadly and walking away back to the counter
"You too Niall you too" i smiled a little feeling ashamed because i couldve made a move but i decided to leave it like that and go back to my house as i had to clean cuz my little sister Sania was visiting me and Zayn next week .

Niall's POV

I sighed  as i looked at my reflection in the mirror , why did i even think he was going to make a move i guess this just proves that im gross  .
I had to call Liam to come pick me up , my shift for the day had finished before harry came , i stayed because i wanted to see him , that sure did lift my hopes up , note the sarcasm .
Lil Niall was worst than this , to think that i had crooked teeth and my hair was brown , puberty did me well .
Liam pulled up in front of the taco bell driveway . I felt the small pebbles of the driveway crack beneath my feet as i walked to the black car .
"Sup bro" he said laughing  at my pokerface
" tired mate , do you think we could hang out next week ?" I felt bad cuz  we've been wanting to hang out for a while but my job at taco bell and babysitting , drained me  . to this day im surprised im still alive .
"Yeah sure lad " he said scoffing
"you know when you're tired tell me Niall i can fill up for you anyday you know that" concern filled his eyes but always keeping his eye sight on the road
"Its okay Lili , thanks but i can always manage and-
"No Niall dont you get it ? , you're always tired , you're not you anymore , i dont even know where my little brother is anymore my bestfriend " he pulled over in front of my flat and i tried opening the door and step out before he could say anything else but the door was locked before i could even reach the handle
"Niall just promise me you'll try to get more sleep and eat more , please " stern eyes and brotherly fond
" yes ok liam ,  may i please go now ?"  i said looking anywhere but his eyes
"Night bro , take care " i feel a hand patting my back and immediately leaving it
"Always" i pull open the car door and walk up the steps to my comfy flat
Without any annoying fucks and worries . This one time i was on twitter and i saw a social anxiety post and it said that you view your house as the best place on earth , sometimes i feel like i have social anxiety ... apart from depression .
I dont even know why all of this stuff happens to me , its not like the worst shit has ever happened to me apart from loosing my brother greg in a car accident when i was 9 . Yeah i think one of the worst type of things happened to me .
"Meow"
"Shit Mary , why would you scare me like that ?" I said pinching the bridge of my nose as i picked up the white kitty and cuddled her into my arms
"I think you're the only one that likes me " she purrs  , im so glad i got her at the shelter , cant believe someone would have the heart to leave this soft  little ball of fur .
I put her back on the floor and walk into my bedroom , shutting the door but of course not forgetting to let mary in .
After 30 long minutes of taking a shower , changing into sweats and eating a banana , im on my bed watching spongebob when my phone rings
April , my best friend i love her like i love liam , i met her here in la . She's mexican and she's thought me quite a few words in spanish like puta that means girl and maldita which means babe , at least thats what she said to me , this one time i saw a pretty spanish girl and i told her "um hola maldita" turns out she slapped me and left . Like everybody does . negativity , you see it just happens i dont even try its like someone is inside me and i cant fucking stop it .
Anyways , I should probably call Her back . I click on her contact but as i was about to speak she-
"Niall James" i can hear the annoyance in her voice
"April Hi , whats up ?" I said as i fell on the bed
"im visiting next week so ya better take me to the movies with li" her soft voice was caring and sweet , one of the reasons she was my best friend .
"Yay you're coming , ok yeah that'd be great" i smile a little at the end
"Well no shit lad "she stars laughing like mad , she's weird sometimes . scratch that she's weird all of the time.
"Goodnight Puto , ill see you soon" April sighs and when i was about to answer her i saw the call had ended .
Her and Liam are so alike im surprised they're not brothers . They care for me when there's nothing wrong with me . Liar Niall.

You're a liar Niall

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A/N

You're all so interesting , i wish i could've chosen all of you ughh
Im sorry if i let some of you down sorry sorry sorry . Buuuut a few of you will eventually appear somewhere in the story ;) .
Next chapter is up on monday 🙌🏼
This chapter is important cuz we have a little insight in who Niall really is . Do you think harry will like him as much when he figures him out ? .
Thinking about making a rant book but idk if y'all would read it . Comment if i should 👀
BEST COMMENTER GETS A DEDICATION NEXT CHAPTER YAYY .

I love you all vvvvvvv much .
Take care
-Rossana
Special thanks to my buddy @itsnarrycrew for helping me .