Taco Bell → n.s (hiatus)

Black Bean Burrito

~please read author's note in the end ~

Harry's POV

4 or 5 days had passed since I last saw Niall . We talked but not a whole lot , after all I didnt like to bother people much , even though I'm not sure I really did bother him . But it was an insecurity that just wouldnt let me be , some times people I met or saw me would just assume I was too emo to talk or to socialize or they even called me a freak because I wouldnt say a word at parties , thats why Im not the one to judge people just by their appearance , like people always did with me. Zayn on the other side , He was a bit like Louis in the friendly and loud attitude but a bit like Me in likes and what not , He did have a lot of friends since we graduated and all but in a way we dressed alike and we did everything alike . That why they used to call us the dark souls. I remember we used to be like these celebrities when we went to school because we were "gods" to girls , boys and surprisingly teachers . But it was never that easy on us . We often got shįtty comments because Zayn was adopted or because he was muslim ,  but mostly comments on the fact that We were both bi , you can say that money never really filled us in any way . And to me that's and amazing thing about us , we're not your typical rich guys that bully or look down on others . In 10th grade there was this dude his name was Jack , well he made an amazing plan on his mind to spread around that he saw Zayn and I kissing in the locker rooms . I was never one to hit someone , I didnt like violence . But he had crossed a God awful amount of lines for me , turns out I got detention until a few months before graduation . Him? , they did nothing to him . My point in all this overthinking is .. Im not and Zayn is not the rich person everyone loved . Thank God Louis had looked beyond that and loved Zayn for what he was and not for his money . He had an ex though and all she wanted was money and gold and to eat in the richest restaurants around LA all the time and I mean All . The . Time . Thankfully we both noticed and he broke it off . Im happy my brother is happy . But I want to be happy too , im not saying someone should make you happy ,  after all we all breath on our own . But i wanted someone to compliment my happiness . And I think that could be Niall , I mean we didnt really know each other but I know he needs help . I dont want to ask him or pressure him into something but i can see his tired eyes and the bags under them . I can see he's skinny but way more than he should be in a healthy way . And when i made a promise to myself i never broke it . So when we were done eating after  the party , i promised myself that before we got into a relationship , i wanted a beautiful friendship in which i can help him get better . And after he's okay , after i make sure of that . We can become so much more. He needed to be healthy before jumping into something with someone , in this case . With me .
So today was wednesday and here I was in my car parked outside of the famous food chain , scrolling through the online menu but failed , here i was thinking about everything and I hadnt really noticed that it had started raining . So i quickly turned off the engine and ran to the door . I was surprised but i was not sure , was it because today was a Wednesday or had something happened to him? . Horrible thoughts went through my mind until i noticed the line had gone by and it was my turn to order . But before i could think of anything to eat I blurted out "where's Niall?" The girl behind the counter popped her gum and played with a string of her horrid unwashed hair . "Oh blondie ? , He's free the whole week " I was disgusted by her , she was one of those people that could kill an innocent puppy and would have this 'im cool and you're trash 'vibe . But I mentally took a deep breath , read her name tag and said "look Nicole do you know what happened to him at least?" She furrowed her eyebrows impressed by my nice attitude despite hers "yeh , manager told me that he fainted and had to be taken to the hospital or something" . Im going to be honest , I was not shocked or impressed , it was more of this big wave of nervousness that came over me . I had to see him , i had to check if he was going to be or was okay. So I thanked Nicole and left without ordering anything , I was not that hungry and I could find some fast food later on. But after i turned on my car , i sat there thinking how the hell would i know in what hospital he was or if he was at home . And i didnt know anyone that was close to him so im basically screwed . 5 minutes later I decided to take a chance and call him . 3 rings went by and someone answered "Hello?" It was an unfamiliar voice but I guessed it was a family member or a doctor "Hi um Im Niall's friend , my name's Harry , is he okay? "It came out a bit rushed but i could only hope he understood "Hey mate , Im Liam his best friend , yeah he's okay now . Im taking care of him at his apartment . If you want I'll tell him you called when he wakes up and he'll call you back" i sighed , relief took over my body and suddenly i noticed my back was relaxed and not as tensed as before . I understood what Liam meant , i was just a stranger in his eyes , he was not going to just invite me into their home . So I said to him "yeah for sure , if you need help or anything at all with him please dont think twice and give me a call"
"Thanks bro , have a nice day" then the line went dead . I can only hope Niall calls me back so I can visit him , but for now I have to eat and get back to work . That's how i found my way to the drive through  facing Nicole once again and buying whatever she recommended me .   A Black bean burrito she said "just like your clothes and your soul dude " if only she knew...

A/N
Hi Everyone ,
I came back yesss, i hope this time I can actually stay . My life is a bit harder than it was when i made this story . I was 15 . Now im 18 and in college and pregnant . Yup not easy . ANYWAYS. Since i forgot the plot of my story Ill just keep on writing of what I think is right . I also wanted to know your opinion if i were to write another book . And If you want to be friends dont be afraid to reach out . I would love to meet y'all
Take care as always
-Ross ♥️