Goodbye - Twenty One Pilots - COMPLETED

Part One

Tyler POV

Blurryface had decided that he should come back and slowly pull me apart.

" Tyler. Are you okay there buddy? " Josh asked me, snapping me out of my trance.

" Yeah. I'm fine." I replied trying not to break in front of Josh.

" We're in the hotel later so get your things together." Mark ,our manager, told us.

We nodded and I left to pack my things.

Josh walks into the bunks and starts to put his things into his bag.

" Tyler are you sure you are alright. You seem a little distant." Josh queried.

I wanted to tell him about blurryface but he'll just think I'm mad so I decided to just lie like usual.

" I'm fine." I said bluntly and emotionless.
Who was I trying to convince, him or me?

Luckily Josh didn't ask me anything else so I guess it worked. I guess I had managed to convince him that I am fine even though I am far from it, in fact I am the complete opposite of fine.

Mark soon called me and Josh to leave for the hotel.

I slowly dragged my feet along the ground and followed Josh to our hotel room. Mark was in his own room which meant that me and Josh had to share, which I was fine with.

I placed my bag on my bed and went on my phone for a while.

"Tyler. We're going for some food if you want some." Josh told me, his big smile still on his face. If only he knew what I was going through.

"Yeah. I'll come and get some food with you and Mark." I told him.

I pulled my shoes on and once again dragged my feet along to wherever Josh and Mark were going.

We soon arrived at a restaurant and sat at a table. I picked up the menu and as much as I tried to read the menu I couldn't. My mind was preoccupied with blurryface.

The waitress came over and asked for our orders. She had asked Josh and Mark and then it was my turn.

"I'll have what he had." I said pointing to Josh.

The waitress then walked away. An awkward silence crept over our table. Conversation was non existent so I had more time to listen to blurryface and his opinions about me and everything I do.

"Ty you are really worrying me; what is wrong with you. You can tell us." Josh pushed.

I was about to answer when suddenly the food came over and the topic was dropped as quickly as it was brought up.

We all ate our food and yet again there was no conversation. The bill was handed to us and we all paid for our meals.

We then left the restaurant and headed back to the hotel.

Once we had gotten back it was beginning to get dark.

I walked into the hotel room and sat on my bed.

He doesn't like you. You are worthless. He just feels fed up of you. You might as well end it all because no one would care.

Won't you go to someone else's dreams
Won't you go to someone else's head.

No. It is you that I will always torture. You are my prisoner and you can't escape me.

I knew that there was no use in arguing with blurryface because he was correct.

I was too caught up in blurryface to realise that Josh was trying to talk to me.

" TYLER!" Josh shouted.

" Yes." I replied.

" What just happened. You completely blacked out. You just stared at that wall for about five minutes and completely ignored me. What's up? Please tell me Ty, you can trust me." Josh pleaded. I could see the worry and fear in his eyes.

" I was thinking about a new song." I lied.

"Oh. What's it called?" Josh asked me.

" I'm not sure yet but I like the nane anathema." I told Josh.

" Sick." He said over excitedly.

No one would ever know the real meaning of the title. Anathema means something or someone that a person hates a lot so the song would be about blurryface and my constant battle against him.

Josh had gotten ready to go to sleep.

"Are you going to go to sleep now Tyler?" Josh asked me.

" Not yet. I want to work on the song a bit more." Yet another lie that blurryface let slip from my lips.

" Okay but don't stay up too late because we have another show tomorrow." Josh told me.

"Alright. Goodnight." Josh said to me.

He had told me goodnight so now I can finally say goodbye and hopefully this time it will be for good.