Angel or Spike

Buffy and Angel

In la

Angel's p.o.v
I am in my office sitting at my desk when my son came in 'Dad maybe you should go and see Buffy i know you want to' Connor said as he sat down 'Buffy needs to find out who she wants to be with and i don't want to push her into anything' i said as i stood up 'What can i give Buffy she needs someone who can give her everything' i said looking out the window. 'What makes you think Spike can give you that' he said to me as he stood next to me 'Dad you need to be happy and Buffy makes you happy more then what Cordelia did' Connor said then he left i know Spike can't give her everything she needs someone that can take her and Alex to the beach i don't know what would of happened if i would of stayed and not have left.

In London

Buffy's p.o.v
I am in my room looking at photos of me and Angel we look so happy and in love i loved Angel with all my hart he meant everything to me i still love Angel more then anything but there is Spike i love him to i don't know what to do. Everyone is telling me to listen to my hart but the thing is i don't know what it's telling me i really don't know only if i knew who the guy is in my deam because i think he is the one i want to be with even if i chose Angel how do i know he won't just leave again i can't do that to Alex he needs someone who is going to stay for good for all of his life. Good it's my day and good thing me and Faith are going to do some shopping.

At the shops me and Faith are dancing and laughing as we tryed on dresses for tonight it is Robins birthday after we brought the stuff we went to the coffee shop 'When are you picking Alex up' Faith asked me 'After i have this cup of coffee you want me to drop you of at home first' i said as i took a sip out of my drink. 'No i want to pick Alex up with you' Faith said after we finished our drinks we walked over to the car holding the shopping begs.

When we got to David's his mother came out of the house holding Alex David must of had to go to work i get out of the car 'Hi baby' i said David's mum past's me Alex who is talking his baby talk i put him in his car seat 'Was he good' i asked 'Yeah if you need anything Buffy just ask' she said 'Okay bye' i said then i got back into the car and i drove of 'That was wired' i said

That night after the party i just put Alex to bed i walk into my room i see something under my bed it's the ring Angel gave me i picked it up and i puts it in my draw then i sit on the bed thinking about what am i going to do i need to find out who i love i know i love Angel he was my first love he made me feel i was something special not just a slayer and everytime i looked into his eyes it was like magic when he kissed me. It was as if everything just went away when I'm with Angel i still feel like that when i look into his eyes i don't know what to do i wish i would just get a sign to let me know.

In the middle of the night i sat in Alex's room just waching him sleep he looks like his dad when he sleeps sometimes i think about what i would of been like if i never left la to go to Sunnydale would i of meet Angel and Spike or would hi just be a slayer in la with my old friend Den i wounder what it would of been like if i was not the slayer and i meet Angel and he was human.