Alive But Broken

I always had nightmares. They were always there, every time I go to sleep I'm so afraid that I would't wake up anymore and it would result to so many sleepless nights. I was on the verge of turning insane with all the shit happening in my life. 

I keep telling myself not to give up, that my mother wouldn't want this and I have some what a drive to live.

I guess I'm still alive now, cause I refuse to fall. I refuse to be swallowed by the shadows that is my past. I refuse to become the man that he was, and I want to prove all those people wrong, that I can be happy, that I can become someone worth something and have a future, a future where I would not be hiding, and a future where I face everything with my head fucking held high and a smile on my face cause that's what she would want.

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I was always on my own little world, I was so happy and I thought that it would last forever. I was with the guy I loved and he loved me too. That's all I cared about. Everything was perfect for an average girl like me. I had friends and family that loved me. Nothing bad was happening until that day.

Do you know that wine glass pyramid that they make on like fancy parties? and when you remove the wrong glass everything falls and breaks? Well that's my life.

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 a/n:

Well that's it the story popped out of my mind again in my class during Social Science and we were like discussing about drugs and stuff my mind was kinda flying so it wondered to this story.

Well that's all I can give for now hope you like it! Please excuse the grammatical errors. English is not my first language but I still try. Thank you for reading and I hope you give this a vote or comment or follow me or something. No? okay bye.