Alive But Broken

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A/n: That's Noah up above just so you know. ;)

Sorry for all the grammatical errors English is not my first language but I still try so yeah sorry and hope you enjoy the story. :)  

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Drew's POV

I stare into space as I register what just happened.

Kacey walked in on me getting it on with her best friend the day before our third year anniversary.

I just fucking ruined my relationship with the girl that I loved for three years.

I didn't know what got into me when I slept with Courtney for the first time last year. We were at a party and Kacey couldn't go because she was sick. I felt lonely and I wanted to be with her so badly so I got drunk to get my mind off her and to just enjoy the damn party.

Courtney was there and then BAM! She was taking my clothes off. I was too drunk so I don't know I just snapped, I guess and let her have her way.

The next day I regretted it so much but I couldn't tell K it would ruin our relationship. Courtney kept coming back again and again until one thing leads to another. Sex became our hobby with each other. I know I'm disgusting so kill me now.

I know that I did not feel anything for Courtney and she didn't feel anything for me. It was just our outlet to let off steam with school and other stuff. I knew it had to stop but it was so tempting.

It's not like I didn't love Kacey. She just has this rule like no sex before marriage shit and a guy has needs damn it! 

Courtney was long gone when I got back into my room. I slam the door can't help but fucking punch it. I'm so stupid but it's too late, the person I loved left me because of some stupid shit that I have fucking done.

 I'm so angry with myself, I punch the door repeatedly until my knuckles were bleeding, but I felt nothing.

I leaned on the now bloody door, and slide sown until I was seating on the floor. While staring into space I saw a small black box right beside me.

I opened it and was shocked as I see what was inside.

It was filled with pictures of me and Kacey.

There were a lot of pictures, there was this picture of us during my football game, I was kissing her for good luck, there were also selfies of us that she took and a stolen shot of me and her sitting side by side waiting for the teacher she was looking at me and I was looking at her. We were so happy.

As I go through every picture a letter falls from the box.

I open it and read.

Dear Drew,

           Wow three years huh? I still can't believe we managed to stay together for that long. I can still recall everything when you first asked me out. Remember? We were partners for our history project for a few months. Those months were the best I got to know and fall in love with you. I was so happy, and when it was the day we present our project. You asked me if I would like to go on a date with you in front of the whole class! That was like the sweetest thing ever.

           The past three years have been like a dream, and what I'm trying to say is thank you. Thanks for always being you, thanks for asking me out three years ago, and thanks for being the boyfriend that I've always dreamed of and the bottom line is that I love you, always.

Yours Forever,

Kacey

I close my eyes after reading this. I am the  stupidest guy in the whole universe. Why would you do that to the kindest, purest, and most beautiful girl in the world?

I stayed up all night feeling nothing but so much regret and that was also the night that I decided. I had to get her back. No matter what.

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Chapter 2!!!! yay!!! This is a short chapter but I guess I'm happy with it. We get some insight with Drew and Kacey's relationship and it explains why Drew cheated on K.

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