Kat's poems.

my final goodbye

These are the things I think if I'm alone

These things I think are mostly done.

These things I know are not unknown

and these are the things I wish to do..

Read if you dare but don't be scared.

Don't say my secrets to someone else for I trust you with my life as it is.

Broke and scarred till the end.

Its funny how someone can say one thing and it will destroy a life

Or someone can think something and it will ruin their day.

Someone can do something that will ruin their life.

Or someone can be in so much pain it hurts to live.

Maybe I'm sad

Or maybe I'm anxious

But who can tell if I never say how I feel?

Who will care when I'm long gone and past dead?

Who will show to my funeral as I walk alone as a ghost

Waiting for my chance to haunt the ones who pushed this far.

I swallowed those pills and I slit my wrist just like you wished

But it didn't work and all I got were scars and a new name

"Attention seeking little whore why don't you go kill some more?"

As I sit alone I think they're right as I want to leave the pain behind me.

So I swallow my fear and do it now.

I counted the pills and let them slide down my throat as I wrote my note to say good bye to the few friends I had,

"please don't miss me when I'm gone for if you do I can't come back.

I'm far too pained to stay here longer with every one saying I'm not good enough.

And as you sing my song listen for my voice and I'll be singing along.

I'll haunt the ones who hurt me and follow my friends to ensure they are safe before I turn to ash.

I love you all but this wasn't my place.

So ill leave you with a broken kiss and my last few words on this paper

So you can read them when im gone

Have a piece of me when I leave

So I place this necklace upon my sleeve for you to own as my soul

Never loose it for its value

Is beyond any you'll ever find my love...

I love you all and wish you well.

This place just isn't for me .

Farewell my friends until the day we meet again. </3"

and this is my final goodbye