Kat's poems.

my note

Most say I'm good

I say I'm bad

The thoughts I think aren't meant to be thought

Suicide, guns.

Put the pistol to my temple as I whisper my last words

"I always loved you but you never saw it."

I pull the trigger as my brain explodes and my note is played till the silence is ringing in her ears.

My note;

" I'm sorry I left .

I'm sorry couldn't do it anymore.

Without your love without a word I slipped silently away and landed in the dark,

I couldn't handle being numb anymore.

I can't handle this pain.

I cant handle being here and being told I'm not good enough

I can't handle being alone.

I can't handle the abusive words

The words I believe to be true about myself.

What if they wouldn't have said it?

Maybe I would still be here

But if not I still want you to know I love you and always will

Why can't you love me back ?

I don't see why you whore around with girls who aren't worth your time.

I don't see why you let yourself be over taken by girls who aren't right for you.

I don't see why you lead yourself down a beaten path.

Can you explain this to me ?

How did you not see I was always there?

That I was always yours?

That I always will be?

That you mean everything to me..

But you couldn't see through their nice words.

You couldn't see through the lies that they told.

And as you fell for them I fell for you.

I took you into my arms as you fell apart over every girl you met.

So why can't you see that I love you?

But now its too late to love me back for im gone with the wind...

Whispering in tune to the stars and moon

Goodbye my love

My heart is yours

Until oblivion is destroyed.