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Where Are You

This is a poem about how I feel about my dad. It's kinda longs so yeah. I wrote this when I was 9 btw and kinda added to it as i grew up. Enjoy! And this is dedicated to @AnnaRowland because she encouraged me to publish this!!

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Daddy where are you

I haven't seen you around

You say you want back in my life

That you wanna turn it around

But you left me alone

In the dark where I couldn't see

But your now just some stranger

that I really don't need

I promised myself I wouldn't cry

Over someone who just screwed up my life

And I know it shouldn't hurt

And I honestly don't know why

But how could you just loose faith

In the people you said we're your life

You say you want us to visit you

And you say that you love us

But you left us in the dirt

With no food and no shelter

You've been sent to jail

On too many occasions

You never there for me

So don't expect an "I love you"

because you really hurt me

You spend all your money on beer and wine

And get drunk and high every single night

You quit your job

Just to be evicted

I hope your happy

because you really screwed up

and now you can't be trusted

You weren't meant to be a daddy

I'm just a mistake you guys didn't abort

The one you didn't care about

The one that you hurt

Now stuck with a jackass

of a step dad you and choose now

Why do you choose now

Now of all the times

To come begging and pleading,

I gave you a chance

And boy did you blow it

Instead of cheating you could have said you weren't feeling it

But whatever

The damage is done

Now go cry to Rita

You know my new step mom

Now I hope you know

We're doing pretty good

Without you holding us back

But just out if curiosity

Why does my mom love me more and give me the best

While you just sit there

Making me think that we made you a mess

But I'll admit I that maybe

Just maybe I like you

And maybe not hate you

But you have to prove it to me

because you've never been there for me

So that's my poem hoped you enjoyed!!

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