Mr. Popular

Healing

*Molly's POV* 

I walked into Harry's hotel room and saw a new couch. Harry walks up behind me and wraps his arms around me. I lean back and we just stand like that looking out the big window behind the couch. I hear the other boys walking down the hall. They got here this morning. I was released from the hospital an hour before their flight landed.

"So we're going out tonight you guys wanna come?" Louis asks walking into the room

Harry looks at me and I nod my head.

"Yeah sure we'll come," he says

Louis nods and walks back to his room, next to Niall's, and closes the door behind El, who just showed up.

"Are you up to going out?" Harry asks

"Yeah I'm fine. It'll be good to go out," I say

He nods and sits on the couch pulling me onto his lap.

"I'm sorry for everything," he whispers into my ear

"Harry it's okay right now I just need to move on," I say laying my head on his shoulder

"Don't forget your meds," he said

I nod as I remember the anti depresents the doctor gave me. He said it's mandatory because a lot of women who lose babies get depressed. I admit I do feel bad that somehow I didn't protect my baby or did something wrong. But I also see it as God punishing me for not telling Harry and lieing to the whole world dragging Niall and El into the lie.

*At the Club*

I separated myself from Harry and made my way to the bathroom. I shouldn't do this but the anti depresents aren't helping. I feel like I'm stuck in a dark hole and Harry is constantly asking if I'm okay and when you're just trying to push your feelings away you really don't want to talk about it. 

I open the door and walk in. I go to the last stall and see the same person from last time sitting on the toilet. 

"Hey your back!" she says standing up

I nod and pull the money from my back pocket. I hand it to her and she hands me a little baggie. I stuff it into my pocket and slip back out the door. I walk back to our table and sit next to Harry. 

"Hey I'm tired! I'm going to head back to the dorm," I say 

He nods and I stand back up. He stands up with me and I roll my eyes. I walk to the door hail a cab and tell him the address for the campus. 

When we get there I walk down the hall, Harry following me, and stop in front of my door. He can't know what I'm doing. But an idea clicks in my head. I know hot to knock someone out using a pressure point. I quickly put my finger to the pressure point and press hard.

"What are-?" and he drops to the ground

I catch him before he hits the floor completely and open the door, one handed, and drag him inside.  I flop his limp body onto my bed and quickly walk over to the little kitchen area we have. I grab a lot of bowls and a brownie mix and start making it. I pour the contents of the bag into the mix and pour them into a pan. I put the pan into the oven and set the timer. 

I turn towards to my bed and see Harry still asleep. I sit at  my desk and open my laptop. I check Twitter and everything. Nothing new. FInally the timer goes off and I hop up quickly pulling the pan from the oven. 

Once they're cooled down enough I cut into the brownies and eat one. And another and another. Until I'm in some other world full of vibrant colors. 

*Harry's POV*

I open my eyes and look around. When did I get inside of Molly and El's dorm? The last time I knew I was standing in the hallway.  I sit up in the bed and I see Molly passed out on the floor. I get off the bed and lean down next to her. Chocolate is covering her mouth and chin. Little bits on her hands. I look around the room and see the kitchen area a mess and the ingrediants for brownies. I stand up and look around. Then I see a little baggie laying on the ground. I bend down and pick it up. I see some little specks of something on the bottom. 

I hold the baggie up to my nose and take a whiff. Immediantely I know what it is. Pot. Of course. Why didn't I see this coming? I smack myself for not seeing this coming. 

"Hehehe Harry!" she yells 

I look over and see her laying on her stomach looking at me. 

"Molly come on it's time for bed," I say walking over to her

"No! It's time to party," she says standing up

I look at her weird and she laughs. She walks over to her laptop starts some music and starts dancing around the room. 

"Molly come on time for bed," I say stopping the music

"No time to party," she says turning the music back on

She dances away from me and crawls on top of her bed. She starts jumping up and down and cheering loudly. I try to quiet her down but she just hits me. I turn my back on her to turn the music down and I hear the door open.

I turn around and see the door wide open and Molly nowhere in the room. I run into the hallway and see Molly dancing down the hallway. I run up behind her and catch her in my arms and carry her back to the dorm. I close and lock the door and put her on the bed. 

"Harry lookie!" she yells thrusting her hand to me

In her hand is a picture. A little black and white picture. The ultrasound picture. 

"It's my baby, but it's in heaven now," she says looking at it

"Yes Molly it's in heaven," I say taking it from her hand

"No! Why did you take the only thing I had left of it!" she yelled

"Molly shhhhhh it's time for bed," I say

"Harry I can't sleep without my baby," she says

I lay down in the bed next to her and hold her close as sobs rack through her body. 

"Harry sing to me," she says 

I nod and kiss her forhead. I start singing "Irresistable" softly to her and soon she's fast asleep. Tears still staining her face.