My past

I'm so confused...who do I choose, who is the one for me...should I go with history love or new found love...just to think I wouldn't be in this situation if it wasn't for Jessie being so good to me...or is it my fault for not sticking to my original plan...God, I'm so stupid...let me recap everything before I make my final decision.

"Momma, I'm on my way to school! I'm just gonna grab some breakfast and I'm out!"

"Whateva, while you at school learn how to say something interesting, 'cause you never do! As a matter of fact why do you even waste your time going to school, you dumb anyway!"

*Door Slams*

"Ever since dad died you have always been trippin'" Christina yells behind her mother.

*Phone rings*

"Hello"

"Where the hell are you?!"

"On my way out of the door, I just had another argument with my mom again."

"First off who asked you all of that and second, you are so stupid, look at the time its 7:15 and you said you were going to be here at 7:00!"

"I don't-"

"Shut up and get yo ass over here!"

"Oh, Okay, love-"

*Phone hanging up*

"You" Christina finished in a more hushed tone.

He didn't mean it Christina. He is probably having a bad morning. But don't worry he will be in a better mood when he sees you. It will totally lighten his mood.

Christina then walks out the door, hustling to get to school just so she won't be as late as Evan is making it seem. She then catches the bus and doesn't think any more about Evan being mad. Christina makes it to the school around 7:25 and Evan is anything but happy.

"Hey babe"

"Don't hey babe me you're late. Why are you late?!"

"Well I didn't-"

*Slap*

"You always make excuses...so just shut up."

"At least get to class so you won't be late for everything today."

Christina then turns around and walks to history class, her head hanging low, her walk slow, steady and depressed and her face beginning to hurt right where Evan slapped her.

I can't believe Evan hit me, he never got so mad to the point where he hit me...

As Christina thought this she felt the side of her face, it was tender and throbbing. She didn't realize how hard Evan actually hit her.

Maybe I can do something for him that will make him want to forgive me...but what should I do? Beg for forgiveness until he gives in?

The ringing of the bell interrupts Christina's thoughts and she yanks the door to the classroom open and begins to walk to her seat as her teacher stops her.

"Christina are you Okay? Did someone hit you? Do I need to call a parent or guardian? Do you need to go to the nurse?"

"No, no, no, no need for all of that and besides I'm fine. I was on my way to class in a hurry when I walked into an open locker because I wasn't paying attention."

Really Christina that was the stupidest excuse ever, but I love Evan and I don't want him to get in trouble for my stupid mistakes...

"Oh, are you sure you are okay? Can you show where it happened so I make sure-"