Its Nothing

Chapter 3

"God that felt good," I said to myself as I wrapped up my wrist.

After the "mess" was cleaned up I tiptoed ever so quickly back up to the room where Harry was sleeping. It was about 1 in the morning now. I decided that was enough for one night and gently crawled back into Harry's arms. The bed was still nice and warm.

"Mhh piper..." Harry sleepily mumbled. "You okay??

"Yea, I just had to go to the bathroom, now go back to bed."

"Love you." Harry managed to slip out before he fell back asleep.

"It's not your fault," I whispered, before I fell into a deep sleep.

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I woke up to the smell of French toast. As I managed to get out of bed, I noticed my cuts had bleed through my hoodie.

"Damn..." I whispered.

I went over to my closet and pulled on my least favorite jack wills hoodie, just incase I bleed through again. It was like bleeding through your pants on your period... but worse....It was pretty loose so it didn't rub against my cuts very much... thank god....I didn't want Harry to see my bloody hoodie, so I decided to put the hoodie under our mattress. I'd wash it later...After I made my way over to the bathroom and wrapped up my arm, just in case. Finally I could go see what Harry was up to.

"Hey sleeping beauty," Harry joked as I stepped in the kitchen.

"Hi," I replied, "Watcha cooking over there??

"Oh ya know... French toast and sausage... Someone's favorite." He smirked.

"Why thank you chef." I joked.

I made my way over to the plate of freshly cooked sausage. Just as I was about to grab one Harry grabbed me wrist. God that stung like hell.

"I don't think so... First things first." His tone was serious.

"What?" I asked

"Roll up your sleeve..."

"Harry, I haven't cut...." I said while rolling up my one sleeve. The 15 cuts were now becoming scars.

"Other wrist."

"Harry please... I'm hungry just let me eat!"

"Piper... Give me your wrist..."

"I'm sorry," I whispered as Harry lifted my sleeve to show the somewhat bloody gauze.

"Why??" Harry cried. "When you went to bed you only had the five of them..."

"It felt good... It helps me... I don't know how, but it makes the pain go away."

Harry gently then began to unwrap the gauze, reveling about 30 cuts... I had gone a bit crazy this time. He stared at them for a while. I could feel his hot breathe blowing on them. It felt kinda good. I then slowly began to withdraw my wrist from his grip.

"Please... Please... Don't do this" Harry managed to get out.

"I'm sorry babe, it's not your fault." I said as I pulled Harry in for a hug.

Harry was now sobbing into my shoulder.

"Harry shhh." I said while stroking his curls, "I'm okay, I did this to myself, you did your job... Shhh."

Harry looked up at me, his face beat red.

"Piper....You say your okay, but baby I know... I know your dying on the inside and it's all my fault... They're my fans...."

"No Harry... No it's not your fault... Baby please."

"God dammit Piper!!!" Harry yelled as he pulled away from me. His hands were now on his head and he was pacing back and forth.

"Haz..."

"Dammit!!!" He yelled.

Harry always had scared me when he got angry... But now he was terrifying me.

"Dammit!!!"

"Harry!!!"

Harry's fist was now through our kitchen wall... My eyes filled with tears, I've never seen Harry's get this angry.

"Piper..."Harry whimpered as he pulled his fist out of the wall. He then began to make his way toward me.

"Harry please... Don't touch me..."

I was absolutely scared out of my mind... Who was this?? It for sure wasn't the Harry I knew....

"Piper, I didn't, I couldn't... Please."

Harry kept getting closer and closer, I slowly began to turn from the corner, leaving me a way to get out.

"No... No Harry..." I began to cry. His fist was now bleeding furiously.

As soon as he was about to touch me, I turned and ran. I ran until I got to our room. Harry didn't chase after me. He stood at the end of the hall in sorrow. He tried to hide his bloody fist as I stuck my head out the door.

"I tried." I mouthed as I slammed the door and locked it.

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•sorry this chapter kinda sucks!! I had brain farts:/•