Its Nothing

Chapter 4

I went over to the side of the bed and sat down, staring at my scared wrist. My tears were blurring my vision of them.

This. These little scars had caused the most terrifying thing I had ever seen. I mean, if Harry acted this way... How would my friends act?? Oh my god I didn't even think this through. My life was sure to get a lot worse. My mom might see them, I'll have to wear long sleeves, no swimming... No-

Harry's Pov.

"What have I done??" I asked while staring at the massive hole in the wall.

My fist was bleeding more than I had realized. I made my way to the sink. The cold water sent vibes through my body. The pain, was unbearable.

"Dammit"

Once my fist had been washed. I could see the deep cuts on my palm and the back of my hand. I then made my way to the bathroom, to find Piper's stash of gauze and band aids, which she also uses for.... Her wrist. The though ripped me apart. And I certainly did not help the situation. I gently opened the gauze pack. I tried to softly place the gauze on the cuts, but any little touch sent a huge amount of pain through my whole body.

"Damn... how does she do this??"

After the cuts were covered, I made my way back to where the hole was. While cleaning up the cuts, I had gotten a idea, to cover up the hole. The other day, when I was "with the boys" I was actually out, getting some pictures printed and framed of Piper and I. I was going to give them to her for our 4 year anniversary, which was less than a month away.

Anyway, I went to the kitchen drawer and fumbled around until I found a nail, and my travel hammer. I made my way to the place of the hole, and nailed the nail slightly above the hole. Then quickly I ran out the door and to my car, where the pictures were.

There were soo many to choose from. Like the one from our carnival date. Or when we went scuba diving. Or when we went to the U.S.

As I thought I went through all of them not satisfied with any. I spotted a small black frame. I grabbed the frame to see the picture of us when I had taken her to the Brit awards with me. That's the day... The day when we first had slept together. The first night she had moved into my flat with me.

It was perfect. I grabbed the frame, and ran back into the house. I made my way to the wall, and gently placed the frame on the nail. It covered the hole perfectly.

After everything seemed in place. I slowly made my way to the room Piper trapped her self in.

As I finally reached the door, I hesitated.

"Should I knock or wait??" I questioned myself.

After waiting at the door for about 5 minutes, I had made my decision.

Piper's Pov.

My thought was cut off by the faint sound of knocking on my door.

"Piper..." Harry whispered.

I remained silent, holding in my sobs.

"Babe, can I please just explain...."

"Explain what Harry!!!" I busted out. "That things are absolutely falling down hill?!? Yeah because it's soooooo hard to tell!!!!" I began to scream. I wanted Harry to comfort me, but I was terrified of him!

"Ok." And with that Harry began to walk away.

"God what have I done?" I sighed.

I slowly began to make my way to the door.

"Piper, you love him" I thought to myself.

I reached my hand out for the knob and slowly opened the door.

"Harry wait."

He turned around. His cheeks red from crying.

"Come." I said as I turned to head back in the room. I heard him following me. I went to my side of the bed and got under the comforter. When Harry got in the door way, I motioned him to come. He seducivily began to climb under the comforter. I immediately could feel his warm. I started to move close to him to lay my head on his heavily breathing chest. I could hear his heart racing.

"Piper..."

"Shh..."

"But I need-"

"No, that's the past. This is now."

Harry gave up trying to talk. We now laid together in the dark, except from the bit of light coming in from behind the curtains. Harry's heart was now slowing down.

"Harry," I whispered.

"Yes my love??"

"I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what??"

"For cutting...."

"You couldn't help it, and they're my fans."

"Yea, but it's my fault for getting weak."

"Your the stro-strongest gi-girl I know..."

"Harry are you crying??"

"I love you"

Harry then wrapped his strong arms around me. He smelt of cologne. His thumb gently brushing my hips. He then pulled me closer to him in one swift movement.

Harry removed one of this arms from my hips and grabbed one of mine. He intertwined his large fingers with mine. He brought our hands up to his mouth and began to kiss the back of my hand. His plump lips sent tingles through my whole body.

"Harry??"

"Hmm??"

"Do you really love me??"

"Of course I do..." He said staring deeply into my eyes.

"Prove it."