wedding goes wrong

part 4

Alison's p.o.v

James came in laughing and so happy.
I felt even worse than before  for what i was going to say so i didn't turn around when he came in at first .
"What's wrong babe, couldn't wait until the wedding? " he winked at me and i turned around , trying to give him a smile but failed miserably.
"What's wrong??" He asked serious now
And i started crying , I can't do this its to hard.

"Please don't cry , tell me what happened "

"Ja...JJ..Jameess" I couldn't keep me self together and bursted into sops.

"Tell me what's wrong? What is it that bothers you?"

"James , I..I..I d-dd-onn't kno-oww hho-ww to-to tell you"
"Just tell me "

"OK"

"So..."

I took a deep breath before talking to gather my thoughts but it didn't help at all.

"James you have to know that I love you and I.."

"Now you have me worried , what is it?"

He cut me off and sat on the couch , he pointed out to me to sit next to him and that's what i did.

"OK James, look I need you to hear me out OK "

"OK"

" You obviously know Niall , and he is my best friend an..."

"What does he have to do with any thing? I don't understand!!"

"Well, he..ummm..he told me that he loves me "
I looked at him trying to read his expression but  couldn't his face was unreadable .

"Please tell me what your thinking about?"

"I don't know,Ali I honestly don't know"

"So, wha...."

"Tell me exactly what he told you" he demanded

I didn't want to tell him at first but he deserves to know.

"OK , well he said that he has always loved me , along time before we met and that he didn't tell me because he was afraid that he would lose me if he did and being friends with me was enough for him until you came then he realized that he can't live without me and he wants to spend the rest of his life with me and he wants me to give him a chance and leave you for him " i cracked at the end of the sentence it broke my heart that I  had to tell James what Niall told me.

"OK and how do you feel about it?"

"Well, honestly I don't know, I mean I have known Niall for so long and I....."

"So you're having second thoughts? Wh..."

"No it's not like that , I love you but I can't deny my feelings for Niall either "

"I ...I'm speech less , I would've never expected that"

"I'm so sorry ,James "

"Don't be cause you love him and you.. "

"I love you "

"I know but you love him more"
I started crying , i knew i broke his heart but it was intension and that hurt me more than anything. He hugged me in order to calm me down.

"Shhh Please don't cry , don't worry I will always love you, and maybe we weren't meant to be together "

"I'm so sorry that it came to this"

"Me too"

"So what do we do now ?"

"Well first we have to call off the wedding and then you have to go to that lucky bastard who won your heart"