Im scared

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by DxddyIvory

by DxddyIvory

Joy pov
It's been 2 weeks since I've gotten out the hospital and I've decided to stay with August for good my mom is disappointed in that choice but she can't do nothing about it and I quit school but anyway I woke up and saw August walking out the bathroom door
" GoodMorning baby " August said " hey baby " I said getting up " August I'm scared .. I got to tell you something " I've said to him " what you gotta tell me " he said " I'm pregnant " I said stepping back " Are you serious " he said " um yes August I'm having a baby " I said slightly smiling " joy baby I'm so happy ! What should I tell my mom and did you tell your mom yet ? " he asked jumping up and down " Calm down August and no I gotta tell her when I'm ready " I said " oh yeah baby me and Mina don't fuck with each other anymore " I said again " how so ?" He said sitting down on the bed " she just so jealous and just so ugh .. I can't explain it I just got tired of it " I said yawning

Mina pov
I'm back home now .. Still haven't talked to Joy me and Kendrick are getting better , I was about to tell joy mom she's pregnant but I realized joy was my best friend before and it's not my business to say anything so anyway I went to see Kendrick today we haven't been on a real date in a while

"Hey Mina , what it do lol " shit nun" I said back . Damn he look good I haven't seen this nigga in forever and I miss him I walked over to him and gave him the biggest kiss and we sat down " I've been good baby .. I miss you " he said smiling " I know you do " i winked . So baby what's been up ? He said .." Damn Mina I gotta talk to you fr " he also said " what ?" I said " I don't think we should talk anymore ..shit been brazy .. Don't get me wrong I still love you " he said . I got up and threw moscato on his face and walked off .. Fuck these niggas man they anything .. I went back home and cried my eyes out .

Kendrick pov
Man I didn't mean to break her heart I'm still in love with her but the feelings went away .. You know ? Shit haven't been the same for real .. I wish her the best and all but I had to let her know how I feel and I sent her a text
" Hear me out , this all I gotta say .. No this is not me coming back to you and shit like that but these past weeks been so shitty man , I love you and everything about you ..& this hurts so much man .. Because I don't wanna lose you nor I don't want to lose myself .. I don't think no one would ever be like you .. Maybe better but not like you .,just had to get this off my chest for not speaking up .. Just wish you the best man . Hope your happy .. This feeling I have for you would may go away but the love I have for you won't .. & once again I just had to get this off my chest & I'm not coming back fr ! Don't respond back cause I don't want to know your response .. Goodnight 🌚 " and I press sent .. That was really scary .. I listen to music and went to sleep

August pov
I'm trying to play it cool like I'm glad that joy is having a baby .. I mean I am glad we're having a baby but then again we both young and now we have a responsibility ... It would be really hard on Joy cause she would be home pregnant while I'm on tour . Joy walks in and says " hey baby " she kisses me " heeyy" I said sounding nervously "what's wrong with you " she asked " nothing " I said getting up " you're lying .. Ik there's something wrong .. Your voice gotten high " she said in my face . " you don't want me to have this baby do you ? " she said sitting down " I do joy but it's a lot on us already baby " I said " I guess I'll get this abortion .. " she said sounding like she's about to cry " . I guess so baby" I said kissing her forehead . I immediately call my mother and she's not picking up . So I decided to call my grandma and she answered .. "Hey grandma" I said " wassup baby " she said " I need your advice " I said sounding sad " what's wrong " she asked sounding concerned " joy pregnant but I want to keep the baby but I don't at the same time " I said but she cut me off " you listen hear you nigga ! You got that girl pregnant so you take responsibility for that shit you know me or your momma ain't raise you like that ! August that's a lot of responsibly and you're becoming a young adult so act like one August ! You know I got love for you and your momma do to so make us proud and I'll let your momma know when she get home " she said " damn grandma I hear you " I said " so call me later Aug .. " she said hanging up , yeah she was right but I mean I couldn't help it .. It's hard to not think about it .. Me becoming a daddy I haven't even hit 25 yet.. Everything is becoming new to me .. But we got this shit me and joy forever man no matter what