Remembrance

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Lauren POV

    Ever since I came out of he hospital,I haven't been able to hang out with Camila as much.shes always with him,Austin.

I feel as if he's trying to take her away from me but that will never happen.

RING RING!

Bold=Lauren
Slanted =Camila

"Hey baby"

"Hey lolo"Camila said sweetly throw the phone

"So we still up for that date?" i said ,hoping she would say yes.

She sighed."baby I'm sorry I can't make it for our date"she said with hesitation.

"Oh- uhm that's cool I guess -no worries then you can make it up to me"I said with tears threatening to escape from my eyes.

"Really oh my god ,your the best baby ,byeeee"I sighed

"Yeah sure thing bye Camila"i said shaky.

END OF PHONE CALL:

I can't take this ,all of it.She's been doing this ever since he came.Cancelling dates,partly calling me ,but when I am with her it's like she isn't even there.I just ugh canny I'm done.

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     It's literally 12:00 and I haven't heard from Camila since my phone call with her earlier today.I don't know what's up with her lately.Its confusing the fuck out of me .

I decided I was going for a walk.I just need to clear my head.

       I graved my leather jacket and walked out the door.Ah this is it the slick breeze hit my face perfectly.It was so intoxicating.I literally released a breath I didn't know I was keeping.

I walked around just looking at the people walk by me.I never noticed how much we don't really realize how much people come and go ,as if we don't realize when will be the last time we see someone.I sat by a near by bench look at the dark Sky.

        I started to dose off when I heard giggling ,a really known sound.I followed it ,u tile I flashed my head to the left and saw....Camila with ..Austin .What the fuck.

She canceled our date because of him.Does she even care about me?My feelings?

What I saw next made me lose it.He kissed her.And she just stood there.Thats it I can't take it.
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Camila POV

"Hey you okay Camila?"asked Austin with worry in his eyes.

"Hey I'm fine"I really wasn't.I mean I miss my friends and home town but I shouldn't be pushing Lauren to the side,I mean I miss her but I also don't want my friends to feel like I don't love them either.

"No your not ,I see it Camila,in your eyes"he said graving my arm and holding me.

"Tell me what's wrong"he said sternly.

"Nothing Austin ,just nothing"what happen next I couldn't believe.

He pressed his lips on mine .And kissed me roughly.What in the name of Jesus is happening.He held me down so hard I couldn't push him off.

All of a sudden Austin was pushed off of me...by ...oh my GOD Lauren!

Lauren POV

I ran towards them and graved him by his jacket and yanked him off of Camila.

"You stupid prick ,why are you kissing my girl"I was now on top of him punching him left to right.I didn't care what happens ,AT ALL.I wanted him to pay for what he did.

   "Ahh get off MEEE!" He screams as I gave hims a left hook to the guy which made him cry out in pain ,pleading for mercy.

"Lauren get off"i was pried off of Austin.I flashed my head back and saw Camila .

"DONT YOU TOUCH ME!" I screamed and she flinched and left me go.

"Lauren bab-"

Don't you baby me Camila,you've been giving me up a lot lately do you know that?" I ran through my hair.

"Lauren,I'm sorry ,I'm SO sorry baby I never meant for this to -"she cried .

"Camila you've been cancelling dates.Giving me nothing.I miss you Camila ,SOO much it fucking killing me.I thought you cared about me but I guess I was wrong.To make matters even worse you were fucking kissing this son of a bitch!"I kicking him in he guy and he grunted.

"Lauren I'm really sorry,please that kiss meant nothing,he kissing Me I couldn't push"

"NO LIES I SAW IT ALL WITH MY OWN EYES!"I screamed at her and she cried which made my heart brake ,but me anger was way to strong.

I graved her hang and brought it to my chest.

"Feel that?its braking Camila don't you feel it.You have a big effect of me and without you this can't beat.It can't take anymore Camila you killing me."she was clinging to my shirt.

"L-Lauren stop ,I hate that I'm making you feel this way,I don't want you pure heart to shatter"she braided her head in my chest.

"Camila I'm done."I said and she lifted he head in a heart beat.

"W-what?"she said shaking in my arms.

I took in a breath"I can't take this anymore Camila."she cried and shock her head

"No ,NO "she said graving me .

"No Lauren please don't do this to me ,don't leave me."

"I would never leave you Camila ,but I just can't do this" she kissed me roughly with so much love .I couldn't help but kiss back,
With so much passion ,love,hurt all in one.I pulled her closer to me than I ever did before.

I broke the kiss and breathed heavily while a tear dropped from my eye.

"Good bye Camila"I let her go

"No Lauren please don't go!"she screamed as I ran .

"PLEASE I LOVE YOU!!LAURENNNNNN"

I cried as I ran.I ran away from the one person who made me feel complete .I couldn't take it .My heart was literally at the pit of my stomach .I just ....can't.
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Hey guys I know I haven't updated this fic in a while.But here it is a new chapter

Um pls like vote and comment it would mean a lot to me

Yeah I just found that picture on vine ,it's not mine so yeah sorry .

But that's it for now bye.😭