Remembrance

Gasoline

No ones pov

Once Lauren walked out she then started to wonder if her and Camila will ever become close again.Even if it's not in a romantic way she wanted to be in camila's life.

But Austin,that dick head is truly something.I don't know what Camila sees in him.And I know he was the one who fucking attacked me and almost killed me. Lauren thought to herself.

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It's been a few days since they've seen each other and deep down they missed one another.

Camila's Pov

"Babe,come on we haven't done it in a while"Austin said as he started to leave open mouthed kisses on my neck.

"Austin ,stop I'm not in the mood"I groan and try to push off.

"Whatever Camila,call me when you're in the mood"he picked up his things and left.He's such a jerk.All he ever cares about it sex.
At first he was so sweet and caring but now he's just a dick.

It's Monday and I honestly don't know what to do.Maybe I should go for a walk? Yeah.

I get up and walk outside as the chilly wind hits my smooth skin.

I started to walk down the street and ended up at the park,sitting on a bench next to some girl."beautiful isn't it?"I asked as I looked at the beautiful pond and sunset behind it.All she did was nod."what's your name ?"I ask
She shifted so that she sat up properly "Camila?"she asked ,I know that voice anywhere.lauren.

"Lauren ?what are you doing here?"I asked as I felt my heart speed up at her presence.
"I could ask you the same thing"she chuckled and took her hood off her hood.

"I wanted to get out of the house and get some fresh air"I bluntly said."yeah me too"she nodded.

"Wait do you live around here"she nodded"a bit I guess you can say"I smiled yet then hid it.

"So un where's the dic- I mean Austin?"she asked and I tried not to laugh."he left.."I trailed off.She simply nodded without another question being asked."Do you want to come inside?"I asked softly.
"I'm-yeah sure if that's okay with you I'd love too"I smiled "of course lo-I mean Lauren"she smiled back yet sadly that I didn't call her lo.

Lauren's Pov

She was going to call me lo,but stopped.I miss when she used to call me that or baby or laur or anything.But sadly that's not going to happen again.

Camila opened her front door and held it open for me to come inside ,I said thank you and walked inside.

"Nice place"I said taking in the sight."Thank you,I decorated it myself"she smiled as she sat on the couch."come sit"she patted the spot next to her.

"So how's everything been?"she asked interested."it's been good I guess,a lot of change and heart break"I said softly,she nodded in agreement.

"Yeah when you left everything just fell apart and well I got together with Austin and yeah.."she trailed off.
"You will love bananas don't you?"I giggled as I saw a whole bunch of then on her kitchen counter.
"Of course I do!"she cheered.i smiled ,I missed this type of Camila.
"Lauren"Camila said gently.
"Yeah Camila?"I asked as I looked at her.
"Can you um sing to me?"she asked softly.

"Sure"I smiled and she returned the gesture.

I started to sing Gasoline by Troye Sivan.

I smell heartbreak on my hands
I feel sick to my stomach as I begin to stand
I see your outline in my bed
In the same spot I watched him rest his head

I've done you wrong, I regret it
I write this song, try to forget it
I feel this emptiness in my chest
It feels surreal, but I'm feeling stressed

I need to do something
I fucked up for nothing
Now I gotta just tell someone,
Tell someone what I've done

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Oh, no, like gasoline

I wake up the morning after
You call but I don't answer
And I can't look you in the eye,
No matter how hard I try

You deserve forever,
not a boy looking for better
But as long as you're still here,
Imma try to keep you near

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline

Bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, just like gasoline him rest his head

I've done you wrong, I regret it
I write this song, try to forget it
I feel this emptiness in my chest
It feels surreal, but I'm feeling stressed

I need to do something
I fucked up for nothing
Now I gotta just tell someone,
Tell someone what I've done

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Oh, no, like gasoline

I wake up the morning after
You call but I don't answer
And I can't look you in the eye,
No matter how hard I try

You deserve forever,
not a boy looking for better
But as long as you're still here,
Imma try to keep you near

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline

Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline
Bathe me now, yeah, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, like gasoline

Bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire, just like gasoline
 

Once I stopped singing I heard soft snores coming from he Cuban girl next to me.Se looked so beautiful yet peaceful when she was asleep,there was no difference from when she was awake.
I softly picked her up from the couch and carried her up stairs to her bedroom.

I opened the door and was hit with the Camila's soft sent. I gently laid her on the bed and softly pulled the covers over her.she cuddled up to the stuffed bear I once gave her.I smiled."night camz ,sweet dreams princess."I softly said and place a kiss on her forehead.

I got up and walked but stopped at her door.you set my heart on fire ,like gasoline.
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Hey guys !did you like the chapter?
I probably sucked but I tried !

Sorry it's pretty short I guess lol.

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