A Fat, Nerdy Girl Like Me

( Intro)



Chapter 1



Hi my name is Kasey Brown and I'm called a nerd. I get picked on at school by everyone. I got my glasses broke 8 times. Luckily my family is rich so I didn't have a problem with getting new glasses. I'm a loner and Dont have any friends. I'm also fat. I weigh 305 pounds.



My mom and dad always tell me to go to the gym or stop eating so much. I have a little sister named Allison and she is 3 years old . I also have an older sister and brother. My older sister, Avery, goes to my school and is in the 12th grade and I'm in the 10th grade. She is ashamed of me and always treat me just like the other kids at school.



My older brother, Daniel, Is a 19 year old and he is in college. My brother is nice unlike my bitchy sister. He always tells me to stay strong and never let anyone put me down. I love my brother so much and I love how he is always there to tell me to do the right thing.



Also he once tried to help me get in the gym but it was hard and I couldn't do it. Like seriously I felt like I was about to die. I couldn't even run 3 Laps.



Avery always tells me how pathetic I am for even trying to go to the gym and giving up. Avery is skinny as hell and she thinks she is so perfect. She has no ass or breast. She wears bigger bra's and trust me If I weighed like 102 pounds I would look good and have all the right curves.



Well if you Didnt know , then let me tell you. Avery is my step sister and we have the same dad's but different moms. Her mom died of cancer when she was 12 and which she is 17 now and turning 18 in three weeks.



But back to what I was saying my mom has curves and if I Didnt have all this fat on me I could be looking just like my mom. It's funny how Avery said I need to stop eating. It seems like she is the one who needs to actually eat something.



She thinks I don't know about her taking Birth control pills and having condoms in her room. Yes my sister Avery is a slut. She sleeps with lots of guys and when mom and dad is not home she sneaks them over or go to there house.



Enough about Avery and now about my school. I mostly get picked on by Mason Washington. The schools most popular and cutest boy at our school. He is cute but he is such a jerk. He calls me all kinds of names like Pig, Cow, fatty k, smelly, whore, slut, and Sloppy joe.



He even tripped me one time and I fell. Everyone thinks its funny for a fat person to fall. But deep inside I was Acutally hurt. I have a diary full of songs I have wrote. Yes I can sing and I play guitar. When nobody is around I sing to clear my head and solve my problems.



It's a lot in my diary that no one knows about me. That's why I keep it hidden and secure. But anywho I went downstairs to see my sister on the phone giggling and talking about stuff I really don't care about. Once she saw me she rolled her eyes.



" Dont eat all the food since I guess that's what your coming down her for," she said and chuckled



" Acutally I'm not, I'm going for a walk if you would have thought of that ,"



" It's about time you go for a walk. Actually you need to run a few miles and maybe I would have thought of that ," she smirked and giggled at me



Here we go again. Every time she is on the phone with one of her fuck buddies she tries to show out and make fun of me.



" Whatever. Bye ," I said walking out the door and going outside for a walk.



I was waking and I passed by Mason Washington's house which was next to mine. He was playing basketball with some friends from school. He also had his shirt off revealing his nice sized 6 pack and muscles.

He seen me staring and I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw him pointing at me and saying something and soon his friends were looking at me. A few seconds after they started walking towards me and that made me walk faster because I seriously Didnt come out here for drama.



"Stop running sloppy joe ," I heard mason say and his friends laugh



" Please just leave me alone I came out here to walk not be bothered by you jerks ," I said crossing my arms and rolling my eyes



" It's about time you come to your senses and realize you need to lose some weight you fat whore ,"



Those words struck through me lightening. I tried holding my tears back while all of his friends just laughed at what he said.



" Your a stupid fat slut that nobody wants. Your sister looks better than you and I would be ashamed of you too ," one of his friends named Matt said



They started laughing again and I just walked off and cried. I even started running and soon enough I tripped over a Huge rock that was in my way. They seen me trip and started laughing like idiots and they called me dumb and a fat clumsy bitch.

I just got up and dust my self off. I cried more and more. I was crying hard and the tears Didnt Stop .



" God why do I have to be so fat and get picked on ," I said while wiping some tears



While I was walking I seen a sign that said " The Fitness Gym " . I guess that's a sign for me. I walked a little closer and it said you can get a trainer but the bad thing about it is that it is all way in In Altlanta and I Lived in Texas. There was always a lot of gyms here in Texas but I didn't want to go to the gym and let everybody see how i work out and how I'm struggling. I always thought of running away from home .

I smirked at that. Maybe I should run away then move to an apartment in Atlanta then try to lose weight. Then when I come back everyone will see how different I look. That is a good plan but I don't know how that would work out.



I just might do that and besides I'm getting tired of being picked on by everyone. Maybe when school is out for the year I can. Yea school will be out in three more months.



I don't know. After thinking It was getting a little dark so I walked back home. Once I got home I showered and put on my pj's . It was a little hot so I opened my window and looked across to see mason sitting on his bed taking a nap.



Not only that our house Is next to Each other our rooms are across from Each other as well. I sighed and just ignored that.



I was thinking about what mason's friend Matt said. Those words will never get out of my head. " Your a stupid fat whore that nobody wants " . Those words were painful. I sighed and picked up my guitar. Luckily my mom and dad were gone to the grocery store with my little sister and Avery was out probably with her fuck buddies. I picked up my guitar and I soon started to sing my favorite song by Demi Lovato "Skyscraper "





"Skies are crying I am watching "



" Catching teardrops in my hands Only silence as it's ending "



" Like we never had a chance, do you have to make me feel like "



" There's nothing left of me You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am "



" Like I'm made of glass Like I'm made of paper Go on and try to tear me down "



" I will be rising from the ground, Like A Skyscraper, Like a skyscraper "



" As smoke clears, I awaken and untangle you from me Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed "



" All my windows still are broken But I'm standing on my feet, You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am "



" Like I'm made of glass Like I'm made of paper Go on and try to tear me down "



" I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper "



" Like a skyscraper "



" Go run run run, I'm gonna stay right here watch you disappear Yeah "



" Go run run run, yeah it's a long way down but I am closer to the clouds up here "



" You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am "



" Like I'm made of glass Like I'm made of paper, Ooh , Go on and try to tear me down "



" I Will be rising from the ground "



" Like a skyscraper , Like a skyscraper"



" Like a skyscraper, Like a skyscraper....... "





After I was done I sat my guitar down and when I lift my head I could have sworn I heard some noise from my window. It was probably the wind or something so I just left it alone and close my window. I looked over at Matt's house and he wasn't in the bed anymore. Not like I care.



I closed my window and heard a knock at my door. I opens it and my sweet adorable little sister was there.



" Hey kasey, mommy bought some pizza and wings ." She said in her adorable cute voice



" I'm not hungry so I'm just going to go to bed ,"



" You sure Sissy ? "



" Yes I am , I'll eat breakfast though ,"



" Okay Night Night and I love you ,"



" I love you too ," I said and shut the door



I sighed and laid down in my bed. I turned over and cut my lamp off and soon after I was drifting to sleep.





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